A Depressing Thanksgiving

[TheBionicWorm]

Well I just had a depressing Thanksgiving, It was just me, my parents, and my grandmother. You are probably thinking what a nice little Thanksgiving right? Not really, my grandmother has Dementia, really really bad Dementia. So it was just me and my parents watching her slowly losing her mind. Same questions being asked over and over again. Forgetting who we are, where we are. This may sound mean but I kind of hope she dies soon. Not because I hate her, no far from it, I just want her to be at peace.

[basball999]

why ia it so depressing

[basball999]

it should be a happy time

[Avenida105]

Well my thanksgiving is going to be the same as every year, go to my aunt's place to see all my family talk about how happy they are, and how thankful they are and how blessed this year was, and what they hope to do next year, and all the little good things that happens to them. It's also a day when I remember that all my friends, even though they haven't done anything to deserve it, are happy and enjoy great things that happens to them every single day, while everyday something shitty happens to me. I can't wait to be sitting down at the table tonight and I will be asked what are you thankful for and then I'll have to make up some stupid excuse and say I'm happy.

Trust me I understand thanksgiving sucks. Not as much as valentine's day but it sucks. Don't worry I understand it is painful to see someone in so much pain, at this point if she passed away it would be the best for her, she can finally rest.

[ksdnfkfr]

I understand how you feel.

[zainwayne]

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