I Hate Myself!

[asabatino]

I hate how I look and nobody at school understands that I can't do anything about it! My endocrinologist says that its in my genetics and is because I have a fast metabolism. My parents also said they were the same weight at my height, I am 5'8 and weight 95 lbs, and they are now overweight! My goal is to get to 101 to be healthy, my endocrinologist says that i'm healthy already because I have enough energy to get through the day and do everything I need to do, but I don't believe him and even if I did I don't care I would still hate my weight! I should weight 120 or 130 pounds to be normal, and even after that I have no muscle! The best I can do on the benchpress is 72 pounds which shows how weak I am! I keep trying hard to gain weight by eating lots of calorie high foods and drinking calorie high drinks too with nutritional values! Is there anybody else that feels the same way I do? :(

[Kid0809]

I also have a very fast metabolism, but I'm okay with it and the only thing you'll get from eating and drinking that is acne :/ don't worry so much it will change later on in life

[asabatino]

I also have a very fast metabolism, but I'm okay with it and the only thing you'll get from eating and drinking that is acne :/ don't worry so much it will change later on in life

I have to put up so much because of it, I must have a faster metabolism than you probably or you would understand. I know it will change later in life but right now people are doing so many mean and bad things to me. Also how will I get acne?

[Kid0809]

I do have a really fast metabolism and am really skinny. People I'm around are understanding so I don't feel the same way you probably do and b/c eating fatty foods do that

[Sph2015]

Dude, don't hate yourself. That's the first thing. It kills me that anyone would hate themself.

I have a high metabolism. It sounds like your probably skinnier, feel free to check out my pictures, I speak the truth.

The way I got over it is I just quit caring. If people are really being mean (Which is just them being jealous because, seriously, why would you make fun of that?) start being a little self deprecating. Once you learn to make fun of yourself, life gets so much easier. I was literally in your shoes a year or two ago. I ended up focusing on my running. It's the perfect sport for skinny guys haha. As soon as you start running, people just connect that to you being skinny. Look at Olympic long distance runners. Not a normal sized one in the bunch.

Never think your doctor is wrong. Especially if he's a specialist. He's got years of training and education on his side, hate to say it bud.

Finally, don't hate yourself. Hate the stupid actions of anyone who has said or done something mean. Seriously though, there's enough hate in the world, it's pointless to target yourself. Hang in there man!

[Kid0809]

Dude, don't hate yourself. That's the first thing. It kills me that anyone would hate themself.

I have a high metabolism. It sounds like your probably skinnier, feel free to check out my pictures, I speak the truth.

The way I got over it is I just quit caring. If people are really being mean (Which is just them being jealous because, seriously, why would you make fun of that?) start being a little self deprecating. Once you learn to make fun of yourself, life gets so much easier. I was literally in your shoes a year or two ago. I ended up focusing on my running. It's the perfect sport for skinny guys haha. As soon as you start running, people just connect that to you being skinny. Look at Olympic long distance runners. Not a normal sized one in the bunch.

Never think your doctor is wrong. Especially if he's a specialist. He's got years of training and education on his side, hate to say it bud.

Finally, don't hate yourself. Hate the stupid actions of anyone who has said or done something mean. Seriously though, there's enough hate in the world, it's pointless to target yourself. Hang in there man!
I agree

[Dark Unicorn]

Growing up I was both incredibly underweight and short.People made fun all the time and it didn't bother me that much since I didn't think they were trying to be mean or anything.But then now I realise it must have got to me subconsciously because I started to eat more.Puberty came and I filled out even though I'm still incredibly short(about 152cm).Funny thing is now I wish I could be less busty and maybe a kg or 3 lighter even though everyone tells me I'm tiny.Moral of the story is that you should try to be happy with who you are and completely disregard what other people think.One day,you'll realise how terrible you were being to yourself and that all that crass wasn't worth it,and you should have been less hard on yourself.I don't know if this is helpful at all but spare yourself from all the destructive self-hatred and just try to enjoy all the quirky things about you:)

[asabatino]

Thanks everyone this really helped :)