Aunty Ann

[Dimentio]

When i got told last week you had a heart attack, I knew i had to go and see you one last time but nobody could take me so i could not go, I wish i convinced them otherwise.
This is the first death of a family member i have ever been aware of and as far as i know the second death in the family since i have been born, I'm really sad i did not see you one last time and i remember how you always did your best for everybody, you always smiled when people came over, you cooked all your own food, you made sure we was safe and okay before we played in the woods, and just like your smile, you gave the most gentlest of hugs
Right now i am shocked i am not crying so bad but i know soon, soon i will be, it may be cheap or not even possible for the little money we have, but i wanna get a suit and come to your funeral, even if i say nothing, I would want to be close to you just one last time before you will be gone for good
I know you told dad not to sing at your funeral and who can blame you! But i hope you don't mind me bringing a black hoodie, just to help with insecurities of mine, I love you so so much Ann, I just wish i got to see you one last time, I don't believe in it and I'm not sure if you did too, but i hope you find a happy place and you are peaceful now just like the way you went, goodbye aunty Ann.

[Fanta_Lover44]

When i got told last week you had a heart attack, I knew i had to go and see you one last time but nobody could take me so i could not go, I wish i convinced them otherwise.
This is the first death of a family member i have ever been aware of and as far as i know the second death in the family since i have been born, I'm really sad i did not see you one last time and i remember how you always did your best for everybody, you always smiled when people came over, you cooked all your own food, you made sure we was safe and okay before we played in the woods, and just like your smile, you gave the most gentlest of hugs
Right now i am shocked i am not crying so bad but i know soon, soon i will be, it may be cheap or not even possible for the little money we have, but i wanna get a suit and come to your funeral, even if i say nothing, I would want to be close to you just one last time before you will be gone for good
I know you told dad not to sing at your funeral and who can blame you! But i hope you don't mind me bringing a black hoodie, just to help with insecurities of mine, I love you so so much Ann, I just wish i got to see you one last time, I don't believe in it and I'm not sure if you did too, but i hope you find a happy place and you are peaceful now just like the way you went, goodbye aunty Ann.

Oh no, i'm sorry to hear about this devastating news. It will be ok, don't be afraid to cry and let it all out, I've not had a family member pass away but I almost witnessed nan going... I'm here if you need to talk or get upset. :)

[Living For Love]

Damn, this made my eyes wet. I've never been through this kind of situation, but I know that sooner or later my grandparents will pass away. I avoid thinking about it but I know it's inevitable. Just think that now she is in a better place, time cures everything. Good luck.

[Dark Unicorn]

Hi there Dimentio.I was really heartbroken to hear what you are going through.When my grandmother died in 2010 because of her high blood pressure(I think) I was torn.You WILL get through this no matter what you feel,okay?Know that you are in my prayers.I hope you are okay though.

[Dimentio]

Hey guys, thanks so much :)
I've been happy now and in a good way trying to keep it from my mind, but yeah it is tough, it still don't feel real :/