OneCuriousboy
November 25th, 2013, 08:22 PM
I recently spoke out to a couple friends who are bi/gay and told them I am bi but Im not 100% sure I think I am I like boys and girls but lately I have been having a urge to jack off to thinking or watching gay porn my friend sort of helped me speak out and he admitted to having a crush On me in high school and I had a thing for him in high school but I didn't really know if I was just going through a stage or if I was gay/bi he is I'm a long distance relationship with another boy they have never met but they are really good together we are all friends but a few weeks a go I got a little down and we talked for hours I think we finished about 2am and we talked about them as a couple and talked about us as friends and maybe us as a couple if they didn't stay together we talked about us being together our future together and he has helped me relies who I am I'm scared to tell him and not sure if I should tell him that I hate not being able to be with him and we both had crushes on each other in high school but were both to nerves to ask and that makes it so much harder to bare the fact hat we could have been together years ago. I guess I'm asking for some help on what I should do tell him or not if anyone can help I'm very grateful.