This almost concerns me

[Cognizant]

Sorry in advance if this is in the wrong section.

I'm a bit concerned that I'm thinking healthily because I have a suicide plan. Now don't get me wrong, I'm really happy and I love my life and I can't really ever see myself committing suicide; but I have a plan/note as a "if it ever gets to that point" moment.

Is this normal???? I'd be mortified if someone saw like my "premade" suicide note on my computer :-\

[Katiya]

Yeah its normal. Kinda like writing a will lol. I've always accepted the Scarry fact that some day death might really be my only option and I may have to kill my self. Unlikely but still. I'm the type to plan for future problems and what I will do if it happens. Its not something I worry about all day. Just a weird plan, like my plans on what I would do if armed intruders came into my house and how would I hide/escape. I think this is healthy long as you don't worry about it all the time or something.
Its a human instinct to plan ahead. Like if you were going hiking in the Rocky's, it'd be good to think about plans for say a bear attack or serious injury or snake bite ext... Before you go on the trip rather than just wing it in a state of panic should the unfortunate happen. Lol

Oh an I've made sorta suicide notes before, but just venting. Though I did make a will type thing that I keep around stating what I want for my pets if I die and that I want my ashes buried with them when they die. That kinda thing, in hopes if anything happened to me some one Would find it and follow through my final wishes. I hope to god I never have need for that letter of course! But you never know, bad things happen to someone every day. So I'm just pre planning for the worst. I think it's very sad topic but important for every person to do.