What should I do?

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[Blood]

This is a hard situation to be in.

You seem to love both of them, but ask yourself this question: if you were honestly in love with J, would you be questioning it because of B? You can care about and love someone without being in love with him. I really don't know what you should do, because I don't know these boys like you do. I guess just think...who actually, honestly makes you happier?

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[highschool]

honestly you need to break up with J its not fair to him or you. With B you could try to start a relationship, but since he lives far away it would be very difficult. you're better off just single right now:(

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[Living For Love]

Be honest with J and tell him you think he's being distant lately, maybe he can change his attitude and things will eventualy get better. I personaly think you might be better with J because you know eachother since six grade and you live closer to him. Long distance relationships are hard to keep, specialy if there's someone else involved.