ZelenHimihal
November 17th, 2013, 06:28 PM
Hi guys.New to the forums here
Let me tell you some things about me first before i begin with the actual story i have to share with you.
Im from a small country in Europe, Im 17 and im defienetly not a guy you would see as someone who could get depressed easily.
I do lots of sports, Im a boxer and I go to the gym often too, I have a high social status in school, nobody bullies me, nobody hates me or stuff like that.
Im also one of the guys (not to brag just wanna point this) who gets the girls, one of those jackasses who doesnt really care about them a lot, someone who used to think he will never love a girl passionately.
Well this all changed when i logged in a site called Omegle where you chat with total strangers.
Met a girl there, she was 18, she was like really nice person to talk to, we really had fun chatting, so I asked here for her facebook and she gave it to me.Luckily for me she was a real beauty - incredible girl.But didnt really like her at first since she lives far from me, in another town, so I knew a relationship wouldnt be a good idea...but time passed and we fell inlove.
Well I did, and back then I think she did too.She came to my city and we actually hooked up..Then I started to love her...A LOT.We started talking on the phone everyday, chatting everyday, sending messages every day and not soon after we actually decide to have a relationship together.So i started visting her ever 3-4 weeks in her city and we really had it going, we did argue a lot, but we would always apologise to each other and continue the relationship.
I became madly inlove, something I didnt think that existed...I thought she was too, maybe she was, maybe she still is...
But 2 weeks ago we had a fight where i kinda had fault but she also did.
However I decided that i would be the one to apologise so when I tried to, she didnt respond to me on skype..I started calling her and after 3 calls she only send me a text message "Let me sleep" And i really got mad and broke up with her.Since then she hasnt talked to me and Im really depressed that its over...Cannot get over it, Pretty sure thats one of my big loves if not the biggest Ill ever have.But I love myself the most.I wont talk to her, she needs to apologise...however its killing me inside that we arent together...My friends tell me that if Im the one to apologise again, I would look pathetic..Im not pathetic.
Please help me...Please... im drinking pills to feel good, I dont want this...you have to help me.
Thank you if you read that!
Let me tell you some things about me first before i begin with the actual story i have to share with you.
Im from a small country in Europe, Im 17 and im defienetly not a guy you would see as someone who could get depressed easily.
I do lots of sports, Im a boxer and I go to the gym often too, I have a high social status in school, nobody bullies me, nobody hates me or stuff like that.
Im also one of the guys (not to brag just wanna point this) who gets the girls, one of those jackasses who doesnt really care about them a lot, someone who used to think he will never love a girl passionately.
Well this all changed when i logged in a site called Omegle where you chat with total strangers.
Met a girl there, she was 18, she was like really nice person to talk to, we really had fun chatting, so I asked here for her facebook and she gave it to me.Luckily for me she was a real beauty - incredible girl.But didnt really like her at first since she lives far from me, in another town, so I knew a relationship wouldnt be a good idea...but time passed and we fell inlove.
Well I did, and back then I think she did too.She came to my city and we actually hooked up..Then I started to love her...A LOT.We started talking on the phone everyday, chatting everyday, sending messages every day and not soon after we actually decide to have a relationship together.So i started visting her ever 3-4 weeks in her city and we really had it going, we did argue a lot, but we would always apologise to each other and continue the relationship.
I became madly inlove, something I didnt think that existed...I thought she was too, maybe she was, maybe she still is...
But 2 weeks ago we had a fight where i kinda had fault but she also did.
However I decided that i would be the one to apologise so when I tried to, she didnt respond to me on skype..I started calling her and after 3 calls she only send me a text message "Let me sleep" And i really got mad and broke up with her.Since then she hasnt talked to me and Im really depressed that its over...Cannot get over it, Pretty sure thats one of my big loves if not the biggest Ill ever have.But I love myself the most.I wont talk to her, she needs to apologise...however its killing me inside that we arent together...My friends tell me that if Im the one to apologise again, I would look pathetic..Im not pathetic.
Please help me...Please... im drinking pills to feel good, I dont want this...you have to help me.
Thank you if you read that!