Hi i am jon
February 5th, 2008, 07:09 AM
I am dating a girl named katie, we've been dating for 5 months
I was on aim and IMed a very old friend, Paulina, she is a REALLY amazing girl, without her it would have been hell getting by, but me and her don't ever talk. We were always unofficially dating sort of speak, because of the distance of 40-50 miles i told her wait for me to get my license which wouldn't have been that long like a year ( i was just about 15 at the time..) and well....she said okay but then we drifted away i started dating a different girl, i figured paulina was just done with me and i broke her heart, so after around a year of not talking i asked her what was up everything was extremely awkward, she started flirting with me and i told her i'm in a relationship, i know felt bad, well then she tells me she lost her virginity (in a spiteful way as if she regrets it) i found myself being jealous it wasn't me like we had planned on, a few weeks later we didn't talk i IMed her again asking if she hated me, she said i was different and always thought we would end up together and told me she thought she was in love with me, and still is, i asked if we can still be friends and she told me she didn't know because of the fact she doesn't want to like someone with a girlfriend
i don't know what to do, i told her to sleep on it and we havent talked since...its been a few weeks, i really want her as a friend, but do find myself occasionally asking myself if i want her to be more than just a friend....
I was on aim and IMed a very old friend, Paulina, she is a REALLY amazing girl, without her it would have been hell getting by, but me and her don't ever talk. We were always unofficially dating sort of speak, because of the distance of 40-50 miles i told her wait for me to get my license which wouldn't have been that long like a year ( i was just about 15 at the time..) and well....she said okay but then we drifted away i started dating a different girl, i figured paulina was just done with me and i broke her heart, so after around a year of not talking i asked her what was up everything was extremely awkward, she started flirting with me and i told her i'm in a relationship, i know felt bad, well then she tells me she lost her virginity (in a spiteful way as if she regrets it) i found myself being jealous it wasn't me like we had planned on, a few weeks later we didn't talk i IMed her again asking if she hated me, she said i was different and always thought we would end up together and told me she thought she was in love with me, and still is, i asked if we can still be friends and she told me she didn't know because of the fact she doesn't want to like someone with a girlfriend
i don't know what to do, i told her to sleep on it and we havent talked since...its been a few weeks, i really want her as a friend, but do find myself occasionally asking myself if i want her to be more than just a friend....