Feel like locking myself away

[Collins2]

I just feel like locking my self in a room right now and seeing is anyone would care about me. I just had an argument with my parents, now they wont talk to me or forgive me. Yesterday, my friend took something I messaged to her as an insult (she's very sensitive) now she wont talk to me. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to sit here for the rest of my life.

[Derryck]

Sometimes I feel like that too. How do you know your parents won't forgive you?

[Collins2]

Sometimes I feel like that too. How do you know your parents won't forgive you?
When i say sorry, they tell me to go away and that they don't want to talk to me.

[Derryck]

How long has it been?

[Mob Boss]

I understand needing a break from everything chaotic going on in your life. That is perfectly normal, and healthy I'd say. But rather than sit there forever, why don't you try to resolve all that you can. I understand you said they just tell you to go away, but I think if you're genuine in your replies and ask nicely to talk you'd be very surprised of the outcome. We all have arguments with our parents. I can honestly say I've forgotten -- as well as they have-- the majority of our arguments. I've learned when it comes to those you love, sometimes you have to swallow your pride and be the one to initiate an apology. I've learned this along the way. My sister, whom I love dearly, used to get in arguments often and she'd never budge and I'd never budge and we'd go days without speaking. However, I've learned to be the one to initiate an apology for whatever I'd done, and often times than not she'll apologize too and we'd be back to our sisterly ways. I think you're going to have to swallow your pride and say, "Hey, I'm really sorry for upsetting you guys. I know you do a lot for me and I just wanted you say I'm sorry." Just give it a shot. If that doesn't work, which I'm certain it will unless you've done something unthinkable, i think it will pass within a few days. They're your parents. Don't let your pride have you on bad terms with them. That is one relationship to cherish.
As for the friend, I'd be cautious of what I said around them. I know it's easier to say "Suck it up, it was a joke.", but it doesn't work that way and will likely lead to more hurt feelings. Sensitive people take everything very personal and literal and are....delicate, in a sense, so just develop an understanding of that and what you say. I'd try apologizing once more and addressing the entire situation and why you said what you said.

I fully stick by the notion that we control our happiness. If we want, I think we can all find a way to achieve that. I'm assuming you don't like being locked in your room, right? You don't like hurting others and/or being hurt? Instead of waiting for someone to come talk to you, take matters in your own hand. Maybe they're waiting for the exact thing you are. I hope all goes well. :hug:

[Collins2]

How long has it been?

Thank you Evelyn.. But i just went down stairs and said sorry, but they practacally just called a selfish, worthless peice of sh*t. Why can't i just kill my self? I'm usually the one who resolves these kind of problems for my friends, but now i'm on the fireing range, i feel like i just want to die. This isn't like my parents, they're usually really nice and would do anything for me. I can now hear them downstairs talking about me.

[Derryck]

Thank you Evelyn.. But i just went down stairs and said sorry, but they practacally just called a selfish, worthless peice of sh*t. Why can't i just kill my self? I'm usually the one who resolves these kind of problems for my friends, but now i'm on the fireing range, i feel like i just want to die. This isn't like my parents, they're usually really nice and would do anything for me. I can now hear them downstairs talking about me.

How intense was the actual argument, I dare ask.

[Collins2]

How intense was the actual argument, I dare ask.

I just got in a strop (not like me) this morning about not wanting to do something, and i said some things i wish i never said now.
Now they are arguing about me arguing.

[Derryck]

Your folks are overreacting their asses off tbh. If you say that that's not how they usually are than act like nothing happened. It will:

Totally freak with their minds:P

And it will let things die down.