cutting more and more

[HDScars]

I've noticed recently that i've been cutting more and more i try to keep myself from cutting i try telling myself not to but i give in before even five mintutes passes. I feel no one cares or understands anymore people avoid looking in my eyes i don't wanna eat i don't wanna go to school... i just don't know what to do any longer.

[Derryck]

Vm me please. Why do you cut?

[Katiya]

I've noticed recently that i've been cutting more and more i try to keep myself from cutting i try telling myself not to but i give in before even five mintutes passes. I feel no one cares or understands anymore people avoid looking in my eyes i don't wanna eat i don't wanna go to school... i just don't know what to do any longer.

I know the feeling. I'm having trouble with a particular issue right now. I don't think anyone would get it if I told them, they'd probably call me selfish or jellous even tho that's not it. Its eating me alive. I know no one would understand the feeling unless they experienced the same issue as me. But I'm at the same point. I just want to take a hammer and knock my self out so I can just sleep, no dreams just wake up a few days later And knock my selfnout again. I don't want to live in this world right now. Its such an unfair and hurtful place.

The cutting is probably because your upset and it does help for a bit but then you need more and over time more and more it takes to work. That'show it was for me.

[Mynick]

It's really hard to quit cutting, first off, the works, in that momente you are in peace, but in the long run it only makes things worse. It's not worth it.Check this thread. (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=190748) You will find a lot of ways to stop doing it.
Maybe you need to talk with someone, don't bottle your feelings, if you vent you'll feel a lot better.
Stay strong :hug: