turtlescantwrite
October 27th, 2013, 01:42 PM
A few months ago, I experienced the lowest point of my depression. I wanted to move out to my grandparents, to safety. My parents were jobless, and not attempting to find any work, my step dad took out his anger on me while my mom watched. The house was infested with bed bugs and we had no food. So I left for my grandparents. my mom and I fought about it for months, She just wouldnt listen. I even threatened going to court.
By the end of july, My brother became sick because of the bed bugs, I felt so bad. My step dad called me selfish and a whore. Then,my mom stopped talking to me. I was becoming stressed and secluded myself. I even broke up with my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years because I wanted to be alone. It was my lowest point.
One week before school started she let me move. I dont know what happened. She doesnt talk to me though, and Im still sad, and there are days where I just need to be alone. I self harm and I dont talk, but thats me right now. I really feel better, but its hard climbing to happy.
By the end of july, My brother became sick because of the bed bugs, I felt so bad. My step dad called me selfish and a whore. Then,my mom stopped talking to me. I was becoming stressed and secluded myself. I even broke up with my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years because I wanted to be alone. It was my lowest point.
One week before school started she let me move. I dont know what happened. She doesnt talk to me though, and Im still sad, and there are days where I just need to be alone. I self harm and I dont talk, but thats me right now. I really feel better, but its hard climbing to happy.