I Hate My Life

[Sarcastic Cupcake]

I feel weird right now. :cry: I think that I am depressed, but I have never been to a psychiatrist or a counselor. I often feel like I am worthless, or that nobody except my best friend would care if I committed suicide. I only have one friend, and she's moving schools in a year. :confused::( Help me please!

[Derryck]

VM me asap. You need to talk about this. :cuddle:

[sareej]

Well you are definitely not alone. I'm going through the same experience. In fact the only reason I'm alive is that I don't have the balls to kill myself!

[Mynick]

You could consider talk to a school counselor, it may sound scary as hell but i do belive it would help you so much.
People would care if you committed suicide, they may not show you that they love you, but they would care, in some way or another they would.
It's a shame your friend will be moving, but you can still text each other right? Try to keep contact if she/he is so important.

[Soulless]

YOOOOOOOOUUUUURRRREEEEE thinking too deeply.


Even if you are depressed, why don't you and your friend go out and have a good time and be so active that you don't think about bad things.


ALL you NEED, is some MOTIvation.

[Katiya]

Well try doing more stuff with your friend. If that doesn't Chere you up consider speaking with a professional :)

[Night Dolphin]

Heya, I don't think you're depressed, not yet anyway though you're pushing yourself into that stage. I think you're experiencing what a lot of teenagers experience; simple teenage insecurities. You may not realise it now but many people around your age will be feeling almost exactly like you, the friend situation musn't help but what you are feeling is not depression, it is just a feeling that comes with the raging hormones and puberty- it's a feeling that you'll most likely grow up. You're at a stage in life where you're sort of unsure what to do because it's the age of self-adjustment, which is never easy for anyone.
Instead of focussing on the bad and the negative feelings, thing of the things that make you smile, your mother's perfume, your best friend's smile, your favourite song or food. Think of the happy things that happen and the good things in your life and think about how much you appreciate them, then you'll find yourself stretching away from those teenage insecurities and becoming more sure about yourself and probably make new friend.
If you want to talk to anyone, don't be afraid to. I'm a fourteen year old girl and my mum died two years ago and at that time I vowed I'd never talk to anyone again because she was the person I confided in but now I tell my dad if I'm feeling down, or missing mum and I always make sure my little brother has someone to talk to. Make sure you find someone to confide in when you lose your best friend, someone you can rely on and trust. It helps, honestly!

[Sarcastic Cupcake]

I don't have a school counselor or a phone. My parents are really strict, and they're not helping.