Why is it so hard to help me?

[Axw_JD]

well that, why is it that nobody ever has time to help me out? I am always there not just for my best friend but for anyone else that needs help with something I can help them with, but whenever I am the one asking for help nobody is there, even my best friend is unwilling to help...

I guess I just don't deserve help, I am not important or worth anyone's time... is not like they are getting anything out of it, because I will still be there for them the next time they need me, and above everyone my best friend knows that... I guess they are just taking me for granted...

IDK what to do... I don't wanna just throw anything I have done in their face, because when I help someone is because I sincerely want to help them, I never ask or expect anything in return... and I can't say no. If I can help I will because I would feel horrible if I didn't.

[Katiya]

I'm not sure really but I have the same problem in my life. No one has ever wanted to help me. Maybe we are weird or look funny, idk but I know exactly what your going through. It sucks.

It could be they just don't know how to help. I've had people say they would help me and then a few months in they ditch me. Maybe because they think I'm some kind of simple fix, like "Oh just like talk to her a few times, she'l get over whatever it is" but that's not the case with me. There's too much stuff, or its too deep. Something like that maybe.

That could be the case with you.

You DO deserve help! Everyone does, we don't all get it and its not fair, but you DO deserve better!

You are important, people just don't act like you are. I was once told "Go be important to your self, then you'l be happy. You don't need me or anyone else" it was a rude comment but its kinda true, if no one else cares we must care for ourselves. They shall call us selfish but what else can we do?

[Axw_JD]

Is not just with being depressed... even the simplest stuff, just homework, there's nobody there, ever.