Smiles and Lies

[BookSmart]

Every morning
I look in the mirror
I stare at the flaws
Eyebrows to thick
Awful Skin
Thighs to big
Stomach sticks out
Not enough bones
Ugly
I look back up
I don't cry
I force myself to smile
Force myself to lie
Everything's alright
It's just another day
To my family and friends
I'm perfectly okay
But I'm not really
I come home and cry
I throw myself onto my bed
I just want to die
I pull out my razor
Cut slits on my hips
Let the pain leak out
There
Now I'm fixed

[sqishy]

:(. I hope what was mentioned here will turn out fictional. *hugs*

[BookSmart]

Thank you. Just writing it out makes me feel a little better.