help...please?.....

[These.scars.are.me.]

I feel likeits not worth not cutting. I haven't for months, but this is the worst day I have had so fr since I last did it. There isn't even a reason really, I just feel like I need to. I cant but I want it more than anything else right now. I just wish this feeling would go away. I want to so bad but my mum will kill me. I cant even talk to anyone because my school have stopped me seeing the councillor because my education is to important..............

[Mynick]

You just need to surivive this day, keep yourself really busy so you don't have time to think of cutting, go out go for a run, something is better than being always thinking about self harm. I also advice you to check this thread. (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=190748) You'll find a lot of ways to stop cutting.
Good luck :hug:

[These.scars.are.me.]

I haven't done it since june but today it just feels like I cant go on anymore without releasing the pain

[Castle of Glass]

just look at the thread. there are ways that will help.

[Harley Quinn]

I feel likeits not worth not cutting. I haven't for months, but this is the worst day I have had so fr since I last did it. There isn't even a reason really, I just feel like I need to. I cant but I want it more than anything else right now. I just wish this feeling would go away. I want to so bad but my mum will kill me. I cant even talk to anyone because my school have stopped me seeing the councillor because my education is to important..............

You're having a bad day, it happens and you've said you haven't for months. You have the willpower to not do it and really, what are you going to gain from self harming? It won't help. You don't need to cut, you think you do but you don't and you're a hell of a lot stronger than that. Sure, there's going to be hurdles but you can overcome them, just keep on fighting. If your school has stopped you seeing the councillor, you need to talk to them again and say that you're having these thoughts. Your mental health is very important. If they don't listen, try going to someone else outside of your school. It's okay to feel like this, it won't last forever.

[These.scars.are.me.]

I found out today that one of my best friends was admitted to hospital on Saturday night because she overdosed on pills, she is physically ok as she is being sent home tonight but it was such a big blow. we have discussed it and she doesn't want to discuss it so please don't suggest consoling her but I have just sent an email to the person in charge of pastoral care for KS4 and I will go see her tomorrow but I have broken 2 elastic bands today because I have been pinging my wrists all day