Trying

[SawyerSauce]

I have started cutting again.
My depression really sucks.
I want to die daily.
It has been this way for a couple weeks.

I don't want attention.
I don't want people to notice me,
But I don't know what to do.

I know I need help.
I don't want to admit this.
I am so vulnerable.
Even posting this is giving me anxiety.

I'm going to post it anyways.
I'm trying to feel better.
It's so hard.
I don't know if I can do it.

[Mynick]

I know how hard it is to talk about our problems and expose ourself. Maybe you can start posting a bit more about your problems to get used to talking with people about them? If so go to see medical help you would be alreayd kinda used to it.
Anyeways, stay strong :hug:

[Katiya]

Just do like I did. Jump right in and say it all lol. I had one moment of either courage or stupidity and started to post everything. So far I feel better. It always worry's me that some how some one in my RL will find out this is me on here and it will come back to haunt me in my RL, like more people trying to say I'm crazy or my parents find out I've spoken about what happens in our home. (They say its all my fault and if I ever tell they will disown me, which I can not afford to happen) that probably scares me more than anything. But I do believe that is unlikely. And its nice to have so many understanding people to talk to.

I just wasn't able to hold it all in anymore so I came here to talk and its been a great help! You get use to it and feel more comfortable after a bit :)

[Castle of Glass]

Everything Katiya and eduardo said are valid. if you already haven't, take a look at this thread. (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=190748). Those may help you stop temporary. But telling us as much as you are willing, will help even more. But talking to a professional will help the most. I remember how hard it was for me to tell my story. it was impossible. :hug3:

feel free to PM me.

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[Cygnus]

What the other users previously said basically sums up what I would say, I shall only say this, do not be afraid to get a helping hand. Sometimes we are holding on to so much pride we are unable to see that people actually want to and WILL help.

[Jaggg]

I love you, so stop doing it for me. Your loved by many and its not healthy. There was a point in my life where I'd cut myself over 50 times everyday. I stopped because my really good friend Rebekah asked me to stop for her, and I really liked so, so I did, and that was 2 years ago, I have cut twice, 1 cut, then a year later 1 more. It was stupid...but I stopped because I had friends that loved me and wanted me to stop for them, so will you stop for me?