Parents saying bad things to me and then denying it

[Katiya]

My mom keeps saying things to me and denys she said them later or even just a few secondsafter she says it. My dad puts me down every ttime I see him. I tell my mom and she says "I heard it, he never said that" and I know exactly what he said I was right fucking there! Then she goes off and mutters insults so I can hear them and trys to tell me I'm going nuts and hearing things. And I'm not. She knows I hear it, that's why she does it.

What the fuck! I can't take this shit any more and no one will help me and I've got no means to move out!

I can'ttake the constant stress. I'm getting really sick and cant sleep and its a screwing everything up. II'm pissed all day and they I take shit for that too. Like what the hell! I'm suppose to be happy that I get called fucking bitch ass monster and told I'm a fucking mistake by my dad and then my mom Denieys it and calls me her own names!

What the hell! This just isn't fair! I've been living with this shit for 18years now and No one ever does shit about it. My dad even gets physical and still no one not even CPS did anything. And Here I am getting screamed at as we speak! I just want to die!
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Why the hell does this shit happen to me!?! I don't do drugs I never smoked or drank or was promiscuous. I stay in my room all day and say nothing! What more do they want! Nothing Ido is ever right! Its always wrong! Even if iI do exactly what they say its still fucking wrong! I don't see how I can be any better of a kid other than just fucking run in front of a train! Guess I should as that's obviously what they want from me and then I wouldn't have to take this shit anymore!

I just can't take this! Every freaking day! It never ends! :(

Edit 10:32. Now I'm a worthless savage that they have to 'provide for'. What the hell! I didnt even do anything. Why will no one help me!! If I call cops my dad and mom get me in trouble. I can't be homeless either! Help! I have no choice, I'm totally powerless. Every person who I try to get to help they run off. Now I'm 18 and there's NO help what so ever. I'm worthless!

[Texas warrior]

You have worth, and there shit wount last forever. All things considerd you seem to handle there bull shit quite well. I am sorry to say this but your parents are shitty people and there is not a lot you can do.

[Stronk Serb]

Wow. They are stupid dense savages. Both. They should take a pill and relax. You will have to wait it out unfortunately :/
I suggest that you move out as fast as possible, and when you do, cut all ties with them, and if they need something, completely ignore them. Move out of town and start anew. If they break your limb s or something, and don't let you see the doctor, but you have insurance, that is grounds for having the CPS step in.

[Katiya]

Idk if cutting my self to the point of needing stitches is well... CPS did come out but I lied and said everything was great BC my parents always told me never to say those things or they will take me away and put me in a group home with a pedophile. Well come to find out that's not the case. I wouldn't have even been taken ad if I was they would put me back home after they talked with my parents. I was sooo damn stupid! I had my chance and I LIED!!! Now I'm 18 and there's nothing I can do. Its all my fault! I was stupid and made a stupid choice and now I got to live with the life time of consiquinces. Because I'm just the girl who fucked her self. Its all my fault! Its my fault that I never got help when 100s of others did. And it makes me so damn jealous! But I know I deserve it because I'm the idiot who screwwed up my life. I was sooo damn dumb! No wonder people tell me I deserve it. I do! I screwwed up. I finally had a chance and I didn't take it.

Now look at what I've done to my self. I dug my own grave 5 years ago. Now I'm 18 and don't matter. Everyone says I'm a whiner and I need to shut up. I guess I do. There's no point in stressing out everyone else with problems that I created. I use to think this all was just normal punishment for being a bad kid. But now idk what else they want from me other than to just die...

My parents are right. I did create my own problems. I bwas tobstupid to figure out their game and I lost. Now I get to pay with my life. My mistake and my fault.

[sqishy]

Idk if cutting my self to the point of needing stitches is well... CPS did come out but I lied and said everything was great BC my parents always told me never to say those things or they will take me away and put me in a group home with a pedophile. Well come to find out that's not the case. I wouldn't have even been taken ad if I was they would put me back home after they talked with my parents. I was sooo damn stupid! I had my chance and I LIED!!! Now I'm 18 and there's nothing I can do. Its all my fault! I was stupid and made a stupid choice and now I got to live with the life time of consiquinces. Because I'm just the girl who fucked her self. Its all my fault! Its my fault that I never got help when 100s of others did. And it makes me so damn jealous! But I know I deserve it because I'm the idiot who screwwed up my life. I was sooo damn dumb! No wonder people tell me I deserve it. I do! I screwwed up. I finally had a chance and I didn't take it.

Now look at what I've done to my self. I dug my own grave 5 years ago. Now I'm 18 and don't matter. Everyone says I'm a whiner and I need to shut up. I guess I do. There's no point in stressing out everyone else with problems that I created. I use to think this all was just normal punishment for being a bad kid. But now idk what else they want from me other than to just die...

My parents are right. I did create my own problems. I bwas tobstupid to figure out their game and I lost. Now I get to pay with my life. My mistake and my fault.

Don't be self-destructive. It's your parent's fault that this is happening, not yours. Even if it's very hard, telling someone you trust about this is a very good idea. You can't do this alone.

[Cygnus]

If my parents were like that to me, even physical I would call the police and tell them EVERYTHING, they can deny it but for the police your voice is extremely important, I would even show them (by them I mean the police) this post.

[Katiya]

I have called before. They pair up as witnesses and say I lied and I did something to them. Last cop said next time anyone from this house calls I'll go to jail. I don't want that. My dad is chummy with the cops. So that option is completely out. Even cops don't care about me. They don't believe my word over my parents word.