I feel like giving up.

[iHelp]

Life is full of decisions and it's up to you if you'll make the right ones or wrong ones. You make a right decision then congratulations, you make a wrong one then you face the consequences.

But what if we don't want to make the decision that will change our entire life? I'm honestly scared. I don't know what to do. Although I know the right thing, I still can't do it. I don't want to decide.

What if I do it? Maybe if I do this I won't have to make the decision anymore? Maybe if I do this it won't be so hard for me anymore. Maybe it will eliminate my fears? But what about the people around me? I don't want them to worry. I hope I can just disappear secretly, without anyone noticing, without anyone worrying. So that they can just live their lives without me. As if I had never existed.

And to you, I'm sorry I broke my promise.

[Versae]

To keep living, you make decision, good and bad, it doesn't matter. It makes you what you are and what you want to be. Don't escape them. They're inevitable.

[himitsu]

There's this anime that just steal your existence away from you just to keep the surroundings the same as it is before. When your existence is stolen, then you'll just become a human that can only last for about a maximum of a week. Then no one will ever look for you when your existence slips away by time. They have no choice. Then there's this guy who sees every bit of it happened and did everything he could to help. Why am I sharing this? It's just that there are people that strives hard just to keep their lives. But you have a choice. I may not know what or how it feels like in your situation. But come on, think of it much deeper. Either you'll choose to be the ones that watch and help every bit they can or just let your problems stole your existence away or perhaps in our situation stole our way of life or living away. Sorry if ever I said something that you don't agree with.

[iHelp]

Thanks guys. I won't let this situation ruin my life :)