Having a major meltdown

[Axw_JD]

I just wanna die right now... crying, feeling extremely lonely and tired. I'm tired of living, I'm tired of trying, I'm tired of crying and hoping without effect. Of seeing all my hopes and dreams shatter before my eyes. I want out now, I want to give up...

[Miserabilia]

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just think that maybe things will get better in the future

[Axw_JD]

Or worse because today just keeps getting worse by the minute... I really want.to die...

[Dennis Chaney]

Just because today is bad doesn't mean things won't get better tomorrow, their is nothing worth your life, the things you think are so bad now, you will look back on them and realize that they could have been a whole lot worse. Do something to keep your mind off of things, I find that as long as you keep your mind busy, you don't have time to think.

[ksdnfkfr]

You said it yourself, you are having a meltdown. I have them too. It will pass.

[Axw_JD]

Several days later and I'm just feeling worse... Idk what the point of being alive is anymore...

[Mob Boss]

Whoa, whoa, whoa now. Let's talk this out, mister. Give us more information. What is it that is causing this? Stress at school or home? Problems at school or home? We need to know more so we can help you and try to understand to the absolute best of our abilities, you know? I understand how hard it is being a teen, I truly do. I understand how this moment and these things associated with this moment and time can seem like all there is. This, though it may seem like it, is definitely not it. This is such a miniscule part of your entire existance. High-school, friends, grades, the everyday stressors that are associated with being a teenage; all these things are not the big picture. You're feeling lonely, right? Try talking to people at school. I know that seems difficult sometimes, but I think you'll be surprised at how many will respond positively if you initiate a conversation. Seriously. Take matters into your own hands. Loneliness can be a serious downer, but you can change that. Don't let that get you down.
I'm going to go out on a limb here and say all of your hopes and dreams have not shattered. And while, yes, I don't know what has happened in your life, i know you're still young. To be young means to have and the ability to create endless, endless dreams. Whatever your dream may be, I'm sure through time and effort it could be achieved. If not, create a new one. The possibilities are essentially endless. If you are speaking of depression or such, talk to your parent or guardian. If you think you have depression which could be a factor in this current series if events and leading to a breakdown, explain that to them. Your life matters. It always has and it always will. This isn't sad, but thinking your life is that disposable is. I don't know you or what you're going through, but I certainly care. And I'll always care.


The reason to be alive, by the way... I've discovered the reason to be alive is to find a reason. To find a person that gives you that reason or a thing or hobby, or whatever it may be, to make you realize “this is why life is worth living”. We'll all find that someday. Some already have and you will too.


Take deep breathes and think for a minute about every single good memory you have. You can create more exactly like those. So please don't hurt yourself. I'm a vm or pm away, don't forget.

[Ozymandias]

I just read something similar on the depression forum and I am going to tell you the same thing I've said there.

Fortunately or unfortunately, change is inevitable. That means, good or bad, this too, shall pass. I can say this confidently because I have sort of 'been there, done that'.

'He who has a why to live can bear almost any how' - Friedrich Nietzsche.

Have faith man, stay strong. Good luck.

[Axw_JD]

Its been a week, and right now I deeply regret still being alive... its happening again, this isn't a life I wanna live...

I just wish I had the guts to kill myself and be done with all this... I wish I wasn't so weak...

[Amazerful]

Even though you aren't okay right now that doesn't mean things cant change, know hope

[asbel_garcia123]

Hey. Listen, I know how you feel. I feel that same way on a regular basis, but you cannot give up. Talk to us, tell us what's wrong, cry, you'll feel so much better, I promise. Everything's going to eventually get better, I know it will. Stay strong and stay with us, okay?

[AbyssalLight7]

No matter how hard things feel don't give up, things are rarely as bad as they feel, live on and in the future you'll know living was the right choice.