What to do?

[Denon]

So i had an depression last year that was only a few months but it's back now.
I don't know what to do, one of the reasons is a girl i like, she just like me as a friend but i'm in love. But i get happy when i am at school and meet people who is happy, but then when i come home i get really really sad.
This night when i was going home i was thinking about driving into an truck and see what happend, but i didn't.
I see no point in life anymore and i'm very afraid of the future.
There are many things that i think causes my depression but it's hard to explain

Basically i have never talked to someone about my problems and when i have just being sad i have acted happy so i don't have to talk about it.
I have done like this as far as i can remember and i'm 16 years old now.

All the hobbys i had is now boring and i just get even more sad about that.


What should i do?

[sqishy]

Unrequited love sure is a cruel thing, I suffered from it from 2009 and only slowly got out of it in the past month. My advice is to tell your very closest friends your thoughts, or anyone you trust. Holding in all your thoughts, feelings and emotions builds up pressure and stress you don't need. When I released a lot of it, everything suddenly got better. Even just telling one person you trust your perspective is a leap in itself. You will feel better in just that.
Hope this helps, I'm around to chat for the next hour :).

[Denon]

Unrequited love sure is a cruel thing, I suffered from it from 2009 and only slowly got out of it in the past month. My advice is to tell your very closest friends your thoughts, or anyone you trust. Holding in all your thoughts, feelings and emotions builds up pressure and stress you don't need. When I released a lot of it, everything suddenly got better. Even just telling one person you trust your perspective is a leap in itself. You will feel better in just that.
Hope this helps, I'm around to chat for the next hour :).
I'm gonna try that, but i don't got any close friends..
And i'm starting to stress about being alone for the rest of my life.
To never find a true friend or a girlfriend that i really need in my life.
I'm only 16 but somehow i just think that i will be alone forever

[sqishy]

I'm gonna try that, but i don't got any close friends..
And i'm starting to stress about being alone for the rest of my life.
To never find a true friend or a girlfriend that i really need in my life.
I'm only 16 but somehow i just think that i will be alone forever

Is there anyone that you trust?

[Denon]

Is there anyone that you trust?

Yes there is one person i think i can trust.

And finally it's friday, witch mean i will do nothing until monday..

[Despot]

I'm in deep depresion.. and it's bad, really bad. I feel exactly the same as you but now im not going to do anything about it.. i'm taking a break from everything. I guess God see us that we are in pain and lonely and i beleive that he will send someone in our life. It's just the matter of time, it may take year or five but it will pay off. Jesus went thro bad stuff in his life and wasnt understood by majority, but there were people that were with him as i said its just matter of time. Don't give up, i will pray for you.

[Denon]

I'm in deep depresion.. and it's bad, really bad. I feel exactly the same as you but now im not going to do anything about it.. i'm taking a break from everything. I guess God see us that we are in pain and lonely and i beleive that he will send someone in our life. It's just the matter of time, it may take year or five but it will pay off. Jesus went thro bad stuff in his life and wasnt understood by majority, but there were people that were with him as i said its just matter of time. Don't give up, i will pray for you.

Thanks man, today has been a good day.
Only been depressed a few hours