Freaking out really bad...

[Axw_JD]

Things are worse than ever, I am just sitting down in the middle of my school, fighting back tears and the need to hurt myself... I don't wanna keep going, I have nothing worth keep going for... I'm just a burden that nobody wants or needs...i don't wanna live anymore...

[NeuroTiger]

What's the problem?

[ksdnfkfr]

You're going through a bad spell. I get them all the time. Just try to ride it out and trying finding things to distract yourself with and keep busy.

[Mynick]

Give it time, things will get better, sooner or later they will. Its not easy but hey what is easy in life?
Just try to relax, and find some activities that help you calm down. Running and whatnot.

[Axw_JD]

I am just realizing how fucking lonely I am and how nobody really gives a fuck... I've been hurting myself every night for almost a week now..

[Mynick]

Don't do it, self-harm does nothing good. It only makes things worst.
Try to find some hobbies, for instance running, it helps and you get so tired you'll want to sleep.
You are not lonely, sure it seems you are, but you are not. Even if right now you dont have a lot of people, you'll find them.

[Axw_JD]

I am, I know I am, life makes a point about reminding me that on a daily basis...

I am tired of that, tired of trying to make friends and being treated as just an annoyance or a third wheel... I'm always the one being ditched, the one forgotten about. The one nobody gives a fuck about...

I already have plenty to do, it does nothing to distract my mind from the truth anymore though...

[sqishy]

If doing a lot of things is a distraction that is not working, tell people how you feel (I say this a lot but it really helps). If that is not an easy option, stop everything. Sit in a quiet room, and think things out. This is a pretty deep mood dip that you're getting. For us teens we get a lot for no apparent reason other than hormones, but really big ones need addressing. Think it over, all your emotions, thoughts, feelings and the situation you're in. Cry as much as you want, if you feel you need to. Find out where you are, and how you feel about yourself.
And remember, you are not alone. You are asking for help and we are here for that.