I'm worthless

[Axw_JD]

I know nobody wants me around anymore, I doubt anyone ever did... I am just useless... I have been chipping away bits of my arm with my own hands every night for a week now... tiny scars that nobody notices or cares about, I just wanna die but I don't have the guts to do it so self-harming is the closest I can get...

[laurakoller0815]

i dont know what are you gone through but there is no reason for doing so.. are you looking for attention or fullfill for some wishes?

[Blood_Thorn]

Even though you think not, you are not worthless! And while it seems like nobody wants you around, if you just wait and try to put yourself out there you will most likely find someone who won't mind having you around and make you feel worthy. So please try and keep going until you do :)

[Axw_JD]

I'm not looking for attention, quite the opposite... Physical pain is easier to deal with than emotional pain. The physical pain makes me forget about everything else that is currently fucked up...

[CuteFunSmartGirl]

No one is worthless, even you!

[Mynick]

Hey you are amazing, nobody is worthless. Ok things may look like a shitstorm right now but it will get better. Trust me it will. Now i didn't say it was easy, because it isn't but is possible. People may not say, i love you, or something like that but they do care for you.
Try not to cut, know it seems that helps, but it doesn't, in fact it only makes things worst, a lot worst. Chck this thread. (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=190748) You'll find a lot of ways to stop cutting.
Stay strong :hug:

[Katiya]

Your not worthless! I understand what its like to have no one pay attention to you. Story of my life lol, some times i like to be left alone but not always!

So I came here looking for people like myself that I could talk to or help out. Were all here for you! I can say i was shocked when i came here, everyone is really here for eachother ;)

[Harley Quinn]

I know nobody wants me around anymore, I doubt anyone ever did... I am just useless... I have been chipping away bits of my arm with my own hands every night for a week now... tiny scars that nobody notices or cares about, I just wanna die but I don't have the guts to do it so self-harming is the closest I can get...

You don't know that at all, what you think and what it actually is, is usually 100% different. People would notice, and people do notice. Sure, you might not be able to tell but that doesn't mean they don't care. You're not useless, do you know what is useless? A white crayon. But, guess what that white crayon does, it thinks 'fuck you guys, I can be used on black paper, think differently a little and damn I can be put to my full use'. You haven't realised your full purpose yet and that's okay. It's okay to feel like this, at one point or another, everyone feels like this. However, suicide is never the answer, let me just tell you that. Yeah, it might look like the ideal way to deal with problems but it's not. All suicide will do is have a snowball effect on other people that you don't realise. Life sucks, it does and I won't lie and say it doesn't but that doesn't mean that you can't change that and that you can't make your life something you want it to be. If you have determination and self motivation, you'll be able to get out of this mood/cloud you're in right now and go back to fighting. You never give up hope.

[Axw_JD]

I just did it again, things were pretty bad today... finally bled on both arms, but still shallow enough that it will probably be impossible to see in a few hours...

Right now is the only thing holding me to life... the only thing that stopped me from breaking down completely in front of my room...

[Mynick]

I just did it again, things were pretty bad today... finally bled on both arms, but still shallow enough that it will probably be impossible to see in a few hours...

Right now is the only thing holding me to life... the only thing that stopped me from breaking down completely in front of my room...
:( If you can't stop dont start cutting deeper and deeper, and try to just do it in one area of your body.

[sqishy]

I'm not looking for attention, quite the opposite... Physical pain is easier to deal with than emotional pain. The physical pain makes me forget about everything else that is currently fucked up...

The physical pain as a replacement for the psychological pain by cutting will only continue going unless you stop it.

Stop, meditate and think. This might help: http://www.rainymood.com/.
Take a shower and/or have more sleep, and a drink of water can help too.

[ksdnfkfr]

I know nobody wants me around anymore, I doubt anyone ever did... I am just useless... I have been chipping away bits of my arm with my own hands every night for a week now... tiny scars that nobody notices or cares about, I just wanna die but I don't have the guts to do it so self-harming is the closest I can get...

Screw everyone else. Live for yourself. Seriously. I know what this is like to be invisible, useless to anyone, to be the last kid in the school anyone would want to pick for anything. So forget them, they are the ones who aren't important, you are the one who matters. Focus on making your life better for yourself. Not for them but for you. You matter to you, that's what matters.

[highschool]

I'm so happy that you haven't had the guts to kill yourself because you are worth it. I know there are times in your life where you'll feel unwanted, useless, kind of a nuisance, but it GETS BETTER(: think about all you're missing out on? sure we might not all have the picturesque movie lifestyle, but we can sure make a great life if we try. there's so much life left in you, don't give up.