what do you guys think?

[AdolescentBoyBlue]

ok so i keep having these random breakdowns and i always feel like talking about whats bothering me to my boyfriend but i feel like if i do tell him he will get sad as well so i dont but.theres no one to talk to its so grrrr idk what to do,and then i get.really strong urges to cut i havent cut for 2weeks and i dont want to do it but i do :(

[NeuroTiger]

Ask for help at a professional

[Mynick]

You are bottling your feelings, emotions, thoughts basicly everything. You need to talk with someone. A friend, a professional or even here, after all that's why we are here. DONT bottle up, it does no good. We all need to vent and get someone that listen to us.
As for the cutting, check this thread (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=190748), has several ways to stop doing it.

[Melodic]

If you can't talk to your boyfriend, Professional Help is recommended but if you can't do that, then ask a trustworthy friend or someone close for advice.

[birdgirl]

first off, i think it's so amazing that you've gone two weeks without cutting. that's a long time - congratulations, love. :) i agree with everybody else, it does sound like professional counseling would benefit you in your situation. if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to write on my wall thingy as neither of us have enough posts to pm yet.
best of luck! <3

[ksdnfkfr]

You can try a school counselor, that helped me a lot. Your bf should/would want you to confide and could be bothered that you didn't. Usually when someone who loves you finds out you've been keeping things from them the first thing they say is, "why didn't you tell me?!".

[MetroFallout]

You might considered telling someone you trust, because my experience with emotions is the longer i hold them in the sadder I am. Telling someones how you feel is very important and helps you deal with any number of issues.

[eeee]

You're experiencing what my ex-gf experienced. I PROMISE you that he is way more than willing to help you out and listen to you.

[AdolescentBoyBlue]

first off, i think it's so amazing that you've gone two weeks without cutting. that's a long time - congratulations, love. :) i agree with everybody else, it does sound like professional counseling would benefit you in your situation. if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to write on my wall thingy as neither of us have enough posts to pm yet.
best of luck! <3

thanks :) ,im actually suppose to be on therapy and medication but the government screwed up my insurance stuff so it all went bye bye,plus im noy in school anymore i already graduated

[AdolescentBoyBlue]

You're experiencing what my ex-gf experienced. I PROMISE you that he is way more than willing to help you out and listen to you.

i had a talk with my boyfriend yesterday and he said he would try to help me kick depressions butt and create a happier future for us :)

[eeee]

I'm so glad you have his help now.

[Despot]

Don't give up.