Cooper123
September 27th, 2013, 08:54 PM
I know that this is long. I know that many of you are in the same exact position that I was in about a year age: desperate, consumed by pornography and other such vile things. Like many of you I thought that I could never escape, that I would be a ruinous wreck fumbling my way through life. But one day I learned that I was wrong. What I say here many people will simple laugh off and never give it a try. I am here today to tell you, no to beg you, to just try what I am going to say to you for your own sake. Without further a due, here is my story. One day my friend came over and we were playing Minecraft when she pointed out that someone that she knew on the server was a brony. I had never heard of a brony and I asked her what they were. She explained to me that they were male fans of the show My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. I could hardly believe her so I looked them up and I found out that she was telling the truth and that there was an actual male fan base for a show with a target audience for six year old girls. Now I have always been curious when I heard a strange new idea and bronies definitely sounded strange to me so my curiousness got the better of me and the next day I decided I would watch an episode. As the episode began I was embarrassed with myself and could hardly continue watching it but I continued and when the first episode ended I thought it was alright so I started up the next episode. I found myself up to the third episode before I had to quit watching because someone was coming down the stairs. It was nice having to shut a window off that didn't contain pornography for once. I don't know what happened to me on that day and I don't know why My Little Pony appealed to my so much, maybe it was because the show was so innocent without anything going too wrong, but when I began to watch it I began to lose interest in anything related to pornography or how big my penis was compared to everyone else's. I soon realized that those things were meaningless and that in order for me to become a better person I had to give up those disgusting practices and move on. My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic helped me do that. Now before you laugh this off and pay no attention to this I have to tell you that My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic is different than the My Little Pony that you are probably thinking of. This show has great plot, animation, voice acting, and characters. You just have to check a couple of episodes out and see what I'm talking about. It took me about a summer to watch every episodes in secret and through that summer I went back to puberty forums, and the like only a few times. Towards the end I found one more thing that would seal the deal and get me off practically all adulterous things, and that was YHWH (pronounced Yahweh). YHWH (The real name of the Christian and Jewish God look it up) was always in the back of my mind when I was going through my trials. Back then I was lying to my family to try to cover up some of the bad things that I was doing but I never felt that bad when I was doing it. I felt like I was covering something up for the better. (I guess when you start to do wrong things other wrong things don't seem so bad anymore.) I once was caught naked doing penis exercises in a restaurant's restroom sink by my dad and had to make up a quick lie about it and I still feel guilty and embarrassed about it to this day. Anyway, through out my experience I was always praying to find some way out of my mess and eventually I guess I did with My Little Pony and YHWH to help me along. I am now happy to report that I no longer masturbate or look at girls with lust. I treat girls like real people and I get respect from doing that and I feel so much better, like a weight has been lifted off my chest. When I see and hear my classmates talking about sexual things I pity them and I wish that more people would get out of the vicious circle that is pornography and things like this forum. You have to trust me, it is so much better living your life without all these sexual lusts and once you do you become a much better person over all. So once again I urge you to please seek YHWH and/or give My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic a try. It may sound ridiculous but it might just restore your life.