Jimhello191191
September 25th, 2013, 11:18 AM
So i am going to need a bit of advice i currently the 15yrs old going on 16 next week and i am in my last year of school. So i believe that i am straight, not had a girlfriend to date but well being a boy i have had my heart set on a few :wub:. Before anyone comments i just like to point out, i am not the year bully neither am i the one who gets bullied, i am just the guy in the middle who you would call is friend zoned with everyone although i have none of those really good friend who i can freely talk to about this kind of topics so this is why i am here :)....
Now i am not sure if i am becoming bi or not, because yes i am not the skinniest guy around but i have these urges to look at my friend's bodies epically when we are getting changed for P.E (gym) or other such activities. On certain occasions i have mastubated to a few pictures and it feel good but wrong and the thing is i feel that it is my mind doing that not me as a person, as all of these people are my friend and trust me, but at the same time i feel like it an act of betrayal and it is me doing stuff behind there backs :L
Comment freely below, its nice to finally get that out... Them thoughts have been in me for a few years :(
Thanks, feel free to plop questions down too : )
Now i am not sure if i am becoming bi or not, because yes i am not the skinniest guy around but i have these urges to look at my friend's bodies epically when we are getting changed for P.E (gym) or other such activities. On certain occasions i have mastubated to a few pictures and it feel good but wrong and the thing is i feel that it is my mind doing that not me as a person, as all of these people are my friend and trust me, but at the same time i feel like it an act of betrayal and it is me doing stuff behind there backs :L
Comment freely below, its nice to finally get that out... Them thoughts have been in me for a few years :(
Thanks, feel free to plop questions down too : )