last days

[deadpie]

I feel like i'm closer then ever right now... I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I'm debating the methods. Just know that it's my time and it's the best option now. Feel fatigue and helpless. Just wish someone would hold me and let me cry into there shoulders. I want this nightmare to end. I really hoped I would accomplish something or would get a few days of happiness, connect with someone in some special way, move on from my past, so many things... Everything is just so bleak.

[TheBigUnit]

I feel like i'm closer then ever right now... I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I'm debating the methods. Just know that it's my time and it's the best option now. Feel fatigue and helpless. Just wish someone would hold me and let me cry into there shoulders. I want this nightmare to end. I really hoped I would accomplish something or would get a few days of happiness, connect with someone in some special way, move on from my past, so many things... Everything is just so bleak.

Talking about it generally helps, hows your life like? do you live by yourself or parents? whats the main trigger bothering you?

[kylem1229]

Talk to someone about it, high school counselor's usually work. For us, it will be easier to help you if you care to share what is happening. What is causing these feelings?

Heres a few threads that relate to depression/suicidal thoughts
Staying Positive- http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=192464
Tips on dealing w/ a mental crisis- http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=1396
Depresssion. What is it and getting help. - http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=89857

[Blood_Thorn]

We are all here for you, if you need someone to talk to or a virtual shoulder to cry on. And as TheBigUnit says it generally good to talk about. But from personal experience, don't decide on a way to do it, because that puts you one step closer next time :/

[1_21Guns]

Don't you dare give up Tim, I know you can fight this and so do you. You still can accomplish things, hell even if you set yourself the goal of.. oh I don't know, getting up in the morning (hard as I know that is) once you do that, you've accomplished something right? The nightmare ends but you need to keep looking for the light, it's out there somewhere and it is worth it. Moving on is hard but not impossible, you'll get there, keep fighting. You're always stronger than you think you are.