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selfharming
September 15th, 2013, 08:39 PM
Well im a 14yr old guy who selfharms...

Castle of Glass
September 15th, 2013, 08:44 PM
well, i do and i am 15. a lot of people self harm on this site.

teen.jpg
September 15th, 2013, 08:49 PM
I don't. I never thought it would actually help in any situation.

Harley Quinn
September 15th, 2013, 09:08 PM
P101 :arrow: Cutting and Self Harm.


I do have issues with self harm, yes.

Elysium
September 15th, 2013, 09:30 PM
I do. I don't often tell people I know, though (only one or two people know, and they're both online friends). Obviously this forum provides a lot more anonymity, so I'm not as shy about it.

xXl0sth0peXx
September 15th, 2013, 09:54 PM
I do. Constant struggle and it has been. You'd be surprised how many people actually struggle with it, both here and in real life.

Mynick
September 16th, 2013, 01:36 AM
I do and i'm 16.

Saint of Sinners
September 16th, 2013, 01:41 AM
I did, but don't do it anymore. Can see why people do it.

ksdnfkfr
September 16th, 2013, 02:31 AM
I have a history of self harm. Like Val said, it's a daily struggle. Came really close the other day after nearly a month, but was able deal with the situation in another way that gave me injury free satisfaction. I'm learning alternatives and it's helping.

kylem1229
September 16th, 2013, 05:36 AM
I don't. It just hurts more than trying to deal with a situation. Leaves scares that are there for life, making you remember about the past.

StayBeautiful33
September 16th, 2013, 09:01 AM
I'm 19 and I struggle with self harm everyday and its the hardest thing ever to battle. I had stopped for an entire year and a half but then things happened that made me self harm again but I don't do it everyday like I used to.

AngelOfDarkness
September 16th, 2013, 09:07 AM
I do, and i desperately want to stop, but i don't know how. btw, i'm 15 years old

Blackisme
September 16th, 2013, 10:42 AM
I do,I'm 13

BookSmart
September 16th, 2013, 05:10 PM
I hate to admit it, but I do. I didn't really think about it at first. I struggle with EDNOS, and after I would "screw up" or even just do something stupid, I always wanted to scream and scratch, do anything to just punish myself. One day I found a safety pin I had been using for a school project...it's just gone down hill from there. I only started a few weeks ago, and I wish I hadn't. I hope we can all try to stay strong, together maybe we can stop.

LouBerry
September 16th, 2013, 05:12 PM
Unfortunately, yes that's something I've been struggling with for a long time.

Magenta
September 16th, 2013, 05:24 PM
I've struggled with various forms for most of my life and I'm 18. I severely struggle with another large handful of things too. The self-harm is probably just because of them.

1_21Guns
September 16th, 2013, 05:30 PM
I'm currently clean, but I've been fighting it for about 4 years now.

Princess Ariel
September 17th, 2013, 07:45 AM
It is a daily struggle and I have been struggling with it for a huge amount of time. I'm 16.

Luminous
September 17th, 2013, 09:08 AM
I did once. After that I vowed not to ever do it again, that I could stop. Occasionally I feel like I want to do it again, but I don't.

numbness
September 17th, 2013, 11:15 AM
Yeah...

DemonsAreWhatHauntMe
September 17th, 2013, 04:03 PM
I do, but instead of it being a daily thing that I need to do, it's a coping mechanism that I have resorted to when I feel things are getting too out of reach. Lately that's happening more.

Blood_Thorn
September 18th, 2013, 06:01 AM
I do, none of my friends know though. The thought of it oft enters my mind but most of the time I feel too lethargic to actually fufill the thought.

CrazyGirl94
September 18th, 2013, 03:56 PM
Im 19 and i do, shit happeneds, people deal with it differently, if you dont self harm, you dont/ wont get it

Katiya
September 28th, 2013, 03:49 AM
I have sense 2nd grade. I would smash my head against the wall or hit my self with objects screaming that I wanted to die. When i was about 13 I started scratching cuts into my skin and beating my self bloody.
But I din't start cutting with blades until I was about 14, and when i was 16 i switched from the scissors to knives and razors.
I liked to slash violently and dig for veins to make them bleed but the blades go too deep too quick, found out the hard way with siccors and tore a jagged gaping hole in my wrist. It does worry me that I may go too deep by accident in a fit of anger and sever tendon or muccle ending my gymnastics carer. Guess I can forget about the veins I want to hit as the DR's that stitch me up always comment among them selves about how deep my veins are and how tough my tissue is. Must be I'm hard to kill.

I cover them with long sleeve leos in gym. No one asks.


I've went through some really bad stuff that started at a very young age and I got abused at home by my parents as well as others outside. I'm still home but we haven't gotten physical in a while now. Still verbally abused though. I think I am abnormally violent with my SH for a female, but its not so surprising given what my life was like I guess.

bleeding_inside
September 28th, 2013, 09:35 PM
i do, no one knows in my life though, and this has helped in the short time i have been on here. Its the first time i have actaully "told" someone about my addiction to cutting myself

bleeding_inside
September 28th, 2013, 09:38 PM
Im right there with you! Although my addiction started about a year ago, i wish to heaven and back that i never picked up the blade! Im sooo sorry to hear that you are in the same position! i dearly hope it gets better for you! But im sorry i cant say that it gets better fast, at least for me it didnt/ hasnt

MetroFallout
September 29th, 2013, 03:53 AM
No i always wondered how it would feel but i dislike pain in any form, particularly when sharp objects are involved

asbel_garcia123
October 17th, 2013, 07:14 AM
16 year old girl. I've been self harming for 3 months now.

Hallie
October 17th, 2013, 05:42 PM
I self harm. Only two people know about it, and not because I told them. They figured it out somehow because they also self harm.

West Coast Sheriff
October 17th, 2013, 05:57 PM
I was clean for about 7 months but I relapsed yesterday.

BlackOfHeart
October 18th, 2013, 07:12 AM
13 and do. I have problems.

Tarannosaurus
October 18th, 2013, 12:41 PM
Me. I had stopped but relapsed a month ago. I'm trying to give it up again.

sqishy
October 18th, 2013, 05:07 PM
I don't, but I have. I might in the future, but I hope not to.

PierceTheVeil
October 19th, 2013, 02:29 PM
I'm a 13 year old girl and I self harm.

Kyle9000
October 21st, 2013, 04:55 AM
Im 15 and yes

Dark Unicorn
November 1st, 2013, 02:59 PM
I'm 17.I have in the past.I hate it but I feel like it's better than depressing over my depression...

ByXaz
November 1st, 2013, 09:40 PM
Yes.

ILoveTheHungerGames
November 1st, 2013, 09:48 PM
I used to when i was 13, i was majorly depressed because my mom died of cancer, and my dad had a heart attack before i was born, so i was in foster care for a while, but i quit cutting myself last year

Mastretta
November 14th, 2013, 04:04 AM
I'm 14 and I do. I've been doing for 3 years, I stopped but started again a few days ago.

Akasuki
November 14th, 2013, 10:56 AM
I've been self harming on and off since I was 12. I stopped for a year and a half but I picked it up again this summer and it's starting to get worse but I'm trying to stop for my boyfriend's sake.

HeyMrsTambourine
November 14th, 2013, 03:15 PM
I did from 14 to recently (I'm 16).

Caerulus
November 18th, 2013, 11:06 AM
I do and it's gotten significantly worse in the past 3 or so months.

mermaidfairy
November 26th, 2013, 06:52 PM
I do and I am 17. I have been for about four years now.

Pseudogeek
November 30th, 2013, 10:42 AM
My best friend self harms :(

xloveyoux
December 12th, 2013, 08:18 PM
13 year old girl :/ self harms

CharlieHorse
December 12th, 2013, 08:20 PM
i used too. years ago
razor on the back of my hand
i didn't like it. it didn't help me
i stopped

Synyster Shadows
December 12th, 2013, 10:10 PM
I did, mentally, for a number of months, until I met my girlfriend

AnaMarie99
December 13th, 2013, 04:08 PM
Im 14 I have been doing it a since my 13th birthday.

mai-rin
December 18th, 2013, 08:37 PM
I'm 14 and self harm.I have been since I was about 10 ,but it's gotten worse since last October.

nearwales
December 19th, 2013, 05:57 PM
i am 17 and have been for a few months