Feel so low, with no care in anything

[Columbus]

For a while now, until recently I feel im at my worst ive felt in a long time, I just have no energy and no desire for any social interaction what so ever. I also just dont care about anything or anyone really, and no im not suicidal. I have to force myself to get out of bed every morning even though I get between 7-8 hours of sleep. And on the weekends I get up to 12 hours because I literally do nothing and just stay inside all day every week. Even though thats not good, I somewhat like it and I really dont want to socialize. I like being to myself but I still feel like crap. I do have some friends at school but there more like acquaintances since we usually dont have any connection outside of school. I did have more closer friends but one has passed away and the other moved away. Now my parents are making me join an after school club or go to the gym, and I really dont want to cause I just....... dont care and have no interest in doing so. I would rather be alone to myself, otherwise I feel real uncomfortable. Also I zone out a lot and just stare at nothing for a long time with no thoughts. Is that bad I know im an introvert but could this also be depression, because I have not felt so happy and really dont like talking to anyone either.

[Amazerful]

For a while now, until recently I feel im at my worst ive felt in a long time, I just have no energy and no desire for any social interaction what so ever. I also just dont care about anything or anyone really, and no im not suicidal. I have to force myself to get out of bed every morning even though I get between 7-8 hours of sleep. And on the weekends I get up to 12 hours because I literally do nothing and just stay inside all day every week. Even though thats not good, I somewhat like it and I really dont want to socialize. I like being to myself but I still feel like crap. I do have some friends at school but there more like acquaintances since we usually dont have any connection outside of school. I did have more closer friends but one has passed away and the other moved away. Now my parents are making me join an after school club or go to the gym, and I really dont want to cause I just....... dont care and have no interest in doing so. I would rather be alone to myself, otherwise I feel real uncomfortable. Also I zone out a lot and just stare at nothing for a long time with no thoughts. Is that bad I know im an introvert but could this also be depression, because I have not felt so happy and really dont like talking to anyone either.

I know that you would rather keep to yourself but I think it would be best for your mental health that you become more social, try to change something in your everyday pattern, try something new