I need help!

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So, I'm a little depressed. I've had suicidal thoughts a few months before so don't be like: 'You're only a little depressed? This is for the people who ARE depressed... bla bla bla..'

Anyway, I've just been hurt by close friends of mine. I don't need advice for that..
The advice I need is for how much I physically get hurt inside.
When I think of it, My heart feels like it gets stabbed? Does anyone feel this way? It's not just like your normal break-up hurting.

It really hurts, like, I feel like going to the hospital because it's like I just got shot. I've once dropped everything and was close to falling. What is this?

Thanks in advance

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That sounds to me like what they call a broken heart and heart ache and being devastated. When something really bad happened last year, it felt like little stabs in my heart every time I thought about it. But if you feel like seeing a doctor, then by all means see a doctor.

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I agree with Ezra. Don't be afraid in talking to a professional. There's nothing wrong with it at all.