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[Blackisme]

I can't feel anything at the moment everything that should make me worry or sad,just doesn't. When I self harm I don't feel anything no pain no happiness nothing. My work in school is going down cuz I can't seem to concentrate on anything,it's taken me three maths lessons to remember how to times things, it's like my brain and body has gone on pause. I smile Nd act normal but I feel dead. When I'm wearing clothes I feel as if I'm freezing even though I'm under the sun and its the same with the cold I feel warm when it's freezing. I should say I'm worried but I just...I don't know. :( I don't know what's wrong with me, anyone have Any ideas? Plus I seem to be self harming twice the normal rate I was before and deeper :'( I feel as if I've let sown one down somehow :(

[Jay T]

I know what you're going through. This is a dangerous state to be in. "A little deeper and I'll feel it this time" That's true, but also ends you up in some hospital then off to an asylum you go. Try to run, be active, anything that will hlep you feelalive again. SI'ing like ou are now is very dangerous. More so than normal. Use good judgement if you can't snap out of the fuzz. Good luck...

[1_21Guns]

Try to stay strong, I know everything is very dark at the moment but things will get better. Try and find one thing you love, be it something arty or something more active and throw yourself into it, use it as a purpose, set yourself small simple tasks for the day so you feel like you've achieved something, use this (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=190748) thread as reference of ways to help you on the road to recovery from your self harm, I know it's hard but life is easier once you're free from the addiction, and above all, have hope. Have faith in yourself, believe you can do this because you can, you're a lot stronger than you think. :hug3: