I'm sorry

[Mynick]

I'm sorry for being such a failure to everyone. I cutted again. Since the summer holidays started i stop cutting because of the short sleeves, today i did it again. I'll have a dinner tonight (saturday, its past midnight already) i i'll be a lot of people there. Just start thinking about that i start shaking, i dont want to go, but i have too though. I need to talk with 2 people there, that's why i need to go, one is the friend i ended our, well, friendship (i posted something on Family and Friends sub-forum), other is my crush...That may read this post. I'm sorry...
I can't i just can't. I just need to, i dont even now, calm down? relax? i cant only if i cut...I did it for 2 months or so now it all ended. I know its normal but...i feel so bad now that i think about that.
Im sorry all.

[Castle of Glass]

It is ok. You were strong enough for ~2 months. Talk with the people, if you think you can. i really can't help you with your friendship/relationship issues. But i can with your SH. You know where to find the list of ways to stop, if you need. but we all are here to help you :)

virtual :hug:

[Blood]

I'm sorry for being such a failure to everyone. I cutted again. Since the summer holidays started i stop cutting because of the short sleeves, today i did it again. I'll have a dinner tonight (saturday, its past midnight already) i i'll be a lot of people there. Just start thinking about that i start shaking, i dont want to go, but i have too though. I need to talk with 2 people there, that's why i need to go, one is the friend i ended our, well, friendship (i posted something on Family and Friends sub-forum), other is my crush...That may read this post. I'm sorry...
I can't i just can't. I just need to, i dont even now, calm down? relax? i cant only if i cut...I did it for 2 months or so now it all ended. I know its normal but...i feel so bad now that i think about that.
Im sorry all.

Don't be sorry, we all relapse. The important thing is to just try to stop again. Fall down 7 times, get up 8. 2 months is a good while, and I bet you can go longer. :)

[Mynick]

Thanks. But i'm afraid i'll cut again during the dinner.

[1_21Guns]

Hey Eduardo, guess what? You're not going to cut during the dinner because you're stronger than that okay? You're a lot stronger than you think you are right now, everyone relapses, it's completely normal but 2 months is amazing and you can get to that again, I know you can and I believe you can, keep fighting okay? I know you can do it :hug3:

[ksdnfkfr]

Hey, congratulations on going so long without! That's something to be proud of. It shows you do have resolve. Relapsing only shows you're not perfect is all. You have nothing to apologize for. Know that we are all pulling for you, for you. Not for us or them but for you. Get through this ordeal for you. I have confidence that you'll do yourself proud.

[numbness]

I'm sorry for being such a failure to everyone. I cutted again. Since the summer holidays started i stop cutting because of the short sleeves, today i did it again. I'll have a dinner tonight (saturday, its past midnight already) i i'll be a lot of people there. Just start thinking about that i start shaking, i dont want to go, but i have too though. I need to talk with 2 people there, that's why i need to go, one is the friend i ended our, well, friendship (i posted something on Family and Friends sub-forum), other is my crush...That may read this post. I'm sorry...
I can't i just can't. I just need to, i dont even now, calm down? relax? i cant only if i cut...I did it for 2 months or so now it all ended. I know its normal but...i feel so bad now that i think about that.
Im sorry all.

There's no need to be sorry,two months is brilliant and everyone slips up now and again its human nature.just start again if you can,I hope the dinner went well

[Mynick]

There's no need to be sorry,two months is brilliant and everyone slips up now and again its human nature.just start again if you can,I hope the dinner went well
Thanks, its in t- 2 hours from now. I'm so nervous....

[ksdnfkfr]

Thanks, its in t- 2 hours from now. I'm so nervous....

I know how you feel, I dread that stuff too. Everything will be alright. Remember that old saying that whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger. You're strong, you're demonstrated that. Best to you.

[Castle of Glass]

Thanks, its in t- 2 hours from now. I'm so nervous....

You can do this. I know you can. You can make it through.

[Mynick]

Quick update, i stayed with 2 friends, and thank god i didn't have time to cut. Thanks everyone.

[Castle of Glass]

Quick update, i stayed with 2 friends, and thank god i didn't have time to cut. Thanks everyone.

good. we told you you were strong enough. and friends help.

[ksdnfkfr]

I'm so happy to hear it worked out.