I'm worthless, right?

[Liven]

I personally feel I am wasting oxygen and space.

I do nothing but failing my grades and playing games in my room instead of do homework.

I think of isolating as this:
A slow transition to make people forget about you, so if you disappear, no one will be effected as badly whereas being there will cause great grief.

I'm tearing up now, I really am useless.

I get bullied. Yea, I'm fat and get called gay and nothing gets done.

My life has been hell.

I was diagnosed with bipolar at age 5, many people say that is impossible.

2008, I was diagnosed with Autism, I think this is a deadly mixture with my bipolar.

Today, I am doing nothing but wasting oxygen, making my moms expenses rise and making everyones life hell...

I am a horrible person, I have tried burning myself but that did not end well. The eraser burnt through 2 layers of my skin.

[Castle of Glass]

No you are not a waste of oxygen and space. You are a unique person who has the right to live. Playing games while we should do hw. Happens to a lot of us. If i were to disappear today, no one would notice. It sucks. but oh well. all those bullies. they are just idiots. They are jerks. ignore them. so what if your fat. I am chubby and have a bunch of fat friends. who cares. its the way we are. You life is hell? then look up. not down.

As i really don't know anything about bipolar, i can't say anything. but as for the Autism. A lot of autistic people are savants and are smarter than non autistic people in some skills. Find that skill and then perfect it.

You are not wasting anything.

also you are not a horrible person. if you need help with self harm, check out the self harm forum. :hug:

[Cassia]

I think that I can relate to you about living "A slow transition to make people forget about you, so if you disappear, no one will be effected as badly whereas being there will cause great grief." PM me if you want to talk

[Happyguy1]

No One is Useless, School can be a mean place but its part of life, Stick close to friends who understand you and TRY to ignore the remarks that hurt.
I don't understand the kids who get off on hurting others, there are friends on here who are more than happy to talk to you and help you understand and see things in a different perspective, So get rig of the thoughts that your useless and start a new feeling TODAY :)

[Xavier2]

So many people can be such downright despicable pricks, but you thinking these things is just giving them what they want. Don't let the bullies beat you.

[vLiinx]

No one is a waste of space. You are unique in this world and thats something you cannot take away. Don't listen to the bullies.
Make yourself a time table. Say for 1 hour between 5-6PM i am going to revise to improve my grades. The change starts with you. And you can do it if you try. If you really struggle, you can always ask on here for help.

[Luminous]

No, no you're not a waste of space. If you weren't meant to be born then you wouldn't have been. I think you've got bipolar and autism because you are special and stronger than people who don't. If someone's got to have it, it'll be the stronger people in this world. It's not fair, of course it's not fair. Your parents don't care that they have to spend so much money on you, because they love you, they would go bankrupt for you as long as you are together. Those jerks at school- just ignore them. They don't know you or your story. Stay strong.
I'm always open to talk.