Meh

[Gumleaf]

Nobody gets it. What is the point? All I want is to be accepted by someone, mean something to someone. That's clearly too much to ask. I want to be loved by someone. I'm dont even mean in a gf/bf relationship, any relationship. Every time I think something is different and has changed, I'm wrong. People only want something to do with me if it means they want something or feel obliged to. I'm nothing everyone and something to no one and that hurts so much. I believe it's true that I could curl up and die and that nobody would notice. My life is a sham with no purpose. What a horrible way to live. And nothing will change either.

[1_21Guns]

I would most certainly notice Stephen, please don't think such terrible things. I know it's hard I really do, and I understand how you feel a lot, but it's not going to be like this forever, I know it won't because you're a good, kind, honest person and good things will come. Stay strong for me please? You know where I am if you need to drop a message :hug3:

[cole tyler 42]

See my signature? I search for a meaning in life. It's very rare that somebody's meaning and place in this world is just handed to them. I would notice. Now if you want to find a purpose and meaning in life, then go out and look for it. I'm sure you'll be successful in finding it.

[Plasma]

Nobody gets it. What is the point? All I want is to be accepted by someone, mean something to someone. That's clearly too much to ask. I want to be loved by someone. I'm dont even mean in a gf/bf relationship, any relationship. Every time I think something is different and has changed, I'm wrong. People only want something to do with me if it means they want something or feel obliged to. I'm nothing everyone and something to no one and that hurts so much. I believe it's true that I could curl up and die and that nobody would notice. My life is a sham with no purpose. What a horrible way to live. And nothing will change either.

Sadly, I feel the same way as you do quite a bit. I try to keep my head up, but it really gets to you sometimes. I would do anything for it to change.

[The Trendy Wolf]

Nobody gets it. What is the point? All I want is to be accepted by someone, mean something to someone. That's clearly too much to ask. I want to be loved by someone. I'm dont even mean in a gf/bf relationship, any relationship. Every time I think something is different and has changed, I'm wrong. People only want something to do with me if it means they want something or feel obliged to. I'm nothing everyone and something to no one and that hurts so much. I believe it's true that I could curl up and die and that nobody would notice. My life is a sham with no purpose. What a horrible way to live. And nothing will change either.

The fact that you can write something like this, and it have an effect on us, and make us want to help means that you ARE something to all of us here :yes: :wub:

[ksdnfkfr]

There seems to be so many of us left out people. I wish we could all get together and form our own society.

[MartyG]

Your life is a work in progress. You don't say how old you are but...at whatever age.....you are only beginning to make your contribution.

Don't believe me? Read some biographies of famous people.

Take Bill Gates for example.....read what his life was like when he was a teen.

Just set goals for yourself and apply yourself to gradually attain them. Success and significance will come.

It's not what you do.....it's who you are. So work toward making your life fun and enjoyable (first) and meaningful and productive (distant second).....and then.....when you're old and feeble.....you won't be posting on some geriatric website how pointless your life WAS....

Note: WAS....as opposed to IS.....you're still in the acquisition stage of significance and importance.

Marty

PS: PM me if you want to talk. I'd love to get to know you.....

[Luminous]

My 10 year old cousin, innocent as a mouse, was telling me over the weekend how there is really no point to life after childhood since all you do is to make money and money is pointless. She said that there is no point in having more children and adding on to the human race when there's no reason to, and that everyone's better off killing themselves when they become an adult/teen and aren't completely carefree anymore. I'm worried where this is going but honestly it's pretty true unless you find a job and a person that you love. So just keep searching for that one special person so that there will be a reason to live. This world is a big place, there has to be someone who will listen to and love you,

[teen.jpg]

Same, but I don't even care about that anymore. I worry about things that make me happy, and nothing else even matters. A relationship would just be a bonus.

[Gumleaf]

I would most certainly notice Stephen, please don't think such terrible things. I know it's hard I really do, and I understand how you feel a lot, but it's not going to be like this forever, I know it won't because you're a good, kind, honest person and good things will come. Stay strong for me please? You know where I am if you need to drop a message :hug3:

Being those things just seems to be an open invitation for people to mess with me. It's like i'm the source of people's entertainment. They just want to see how much they can hurt me just for the hell of it, for their own pleasure. The stupid part is, and I can't do this because I don't have it in me, but if I was a complete bastard I probably wouldn't be 'dumped' and hurt so much.

[1_21Guns]

Being those things just seems to be an open invitation for people to mess with me. It's like i'm the source of people's entertainment. They just want to see how much they can hurt me just for the hell of it, for their own pleasure. The stupid part is, and I can't do this because I don't have it in me, but if I was a complete bastard I probably wouldn't be 'dumped' and hurt so much.

Unfortunately people can be cruel, especially to those who are kind. You don't have to be a complete bastard, but there's nothing wrong with being nice and still being able to stand your ground. If someone's treating you badly just say 'hey you treating me like this isn't okay' and walk away, because people who can take you for granted aren't worth your time in the first place. I know it's a lot easier to be nice all the time, and being 'mean' can seem like more effort than it's worth but if they know you won't just lie down and take it, even though you're a nice person they'd probably stop being so terrible to you :hug3:

[Gumleaf]

Unfortunately people can be cruel, especially to those who are kind. You don't have to be a complete bastard, but there's nothing wrong with being nice and still being able to stand your ground. If someone's treating you badly just say 'hey you treating me like this isn't okay' and walk away, because people who can take you for granted aren't worth your time in the first place. I know it's a lot easier to be nice all the time, and being 'mean' can seem like more effort than it's worth but if they know you won't just lie down and take it, even though you're a nice person they'd probably stop being so terrible to you :hug3:

I agree with everything you say. For me it's not so easy because I don't think greatly of myself and almost feel like 'hey great for them that everything is sweet now, I'm happy they're happy.' And its almost like I feel that if they don't need me anymore its deserved and such. That prob makes no sense, right? I mean 80% of the time I can deal with it, but for the rest if the time it feels like I'm only good enough til something better comes along. Anyways, thanks do much for caring. Luv ya Natalieeeee :hug:

[1_21Guns]

I agree with everything you say. For me it's not so easy because I don't think greatly of myself and almost feel like 'hey great for them that everything is sweet now, I'm happy they're happy.' And its almost like I feel that if they don't need me anymore its deserved and such. That prob makes no sense, right? I mean 80% of the time I can deal with it, but for the rest if the time it feels like I'm only good enough til something better comes along. Anyways, thanks do much for caring. Luv ya Natalieeeee :hug:

Well you should think more of yourself, no need to thank me it's what I'm here for :) :hug3: :heart: