I feel guilty

[Shynjax287]

I'm 14, and there is a girl who's 9. I play with her at this neighborhood hangout place, cuz she really likes playing with me. I carry her just for fun sometimes, but she started saying I hurt her, so I moved my hands farther up her legs (usually she jumps into my arms, so I hold her in front of me). But she still wanted farther, and I moved them till they were just a few inches below her butt. Then... I know I know it's gross... I got a boner. Then I was like :what: cuz we are just friends, and were 5 years apart. That day she "got scared" so she hugged me really tightly. :what: I don't know why she's acting like that now, she usually acts normally. I don't want to have a crush on her...

[Altiier]

It's hormones dude... There isn't anything you can do about it, if your hands are near a girls butt you're going to get horny, it doesn't mean you're a pervert. It's a natural thing, just try to distract yourself... think about any random thing that's not sexual. Hope that helps :D

[fast8]

Its your hormones

[kylem1229]

Just general hormones

[Elysium]

Sometimes, your body isn't willing to cooperate with your thoughts. Don't worry about it; our bodies all betray us now and then.

[Living For Love]

Don't feel guilty, it's normal on your age if you get a bonner on that particular situation. She seems to trust you a lot, so I suggest you keep your friendship with her and don't worry about that.

[Marek1]

Don't feel guilty or ashamed but keep in mind that 5 year age difference!!!