Why bother anymore

[The Batman]

I'm tired of going through this and I'm exhausted both physically and spiritually I feel like I died on the inside my family doesn't care about me and right now I don't care about them either fuck all of them they just take advantage of me thats all I have no privacy my fucking door to my room has to stay open or they think I'm trying to get an attitude God it hurts so much I was just ready to pack all my things today and leave the only thing that stopped me was that i couldn't find my pack and i just broke down and started crying and i don't know how much more i can take of this please help me i need somebody right now more than ever

[Atonement]

I offer all the sympathy I have. But, why does you door have to always be open?

[The Batman]

I don't know I tried closing it but my mom like threw it open and said she's tired of my attitudes and i just gave up

[angryhalfdemon]

:hug: Hang in there man. Families can be tough with each other, my family's not exactly what you would call 'picture perfect'. I don't think anyone's is.

You shouldn't run away from these problems though. Like you said before, you eventually have to face them anyways. You need to face them head on, but you have to do it in a civil, adult manner, or else you may end up confusing your family. IAMSAM had some good advice in the article "My own family hates me..." For now, work on thinking about what you want to discuss with them so that later you can set a time with them to talk without interruptions (kind of like setting up your own councelling session). Help them understand how you're feeling and why, because they probably don't know that.

:) and If you need to talk more, feel free to pm me.

[The Batman]

omg i feel like crying all of a sudden