titanic
January 17th, 2008, 12:23 AM
well.
my dads uncle found out a couple of days after christmas that he has lung cancer. and since then he has rappidly decreesed in health. he practlcally lives in the hospital.
he is on morphine to stop his pain. and apparently that is what they use as a last resorce. he was ment to go for a biopsy or something like that that other day to see how bad the cancer is. and they wouldnt do it becase it was too dangeorus.
well he lives like 2 hours away form me and my family. so it is hard to go and see him. but the other day we went to the hospital to go and visit him. when i walked into the room i didnt even notice him. he has gotten really fat. expically in his kneck and stuff.
i was just sitting there with my family and whatever, he was sitting on a chair next to his bed. and he was in a lot of pain and wanted to tlay down in his bed. i watched him. it was soo hard just for him to move form huis chair to his bed. he was in pain and he was buggered.
it really broke my heart.
in other words he is slowly dying. the doctors can fix it or anything. they say he has only got like a couple of moths to live.
i don't want him to die
i love him with all of my heart. i dont want him not to be around any more. but i dont want him to be in pain either. i hate seeing people sick. i cry all the time. it is really breaking me heart.
:(:(:(
i just needed to get that off my chest.
my dads uncle found out a couple of days after christmas that he has lung cancer. and since then he has rappidly decreesed in health. he practlcally lives in the hospital.
he is on morphine to stop his pain. and apparently that is what they use as a last resorce. he was ment to go for a biopsy or something like that that other day to see how bad the cancer is. and they wouldnt do it becase it was too dangeorus.
well he lives like 2 hours away form me and my family. so it is hard to go and see him. but the other day we went to the hospital to go and visit him. when i walked into the room i didnt even notice him. he has gotten really fat. expically in his kneck and stuff.
i was just sitting there with my family and whatever, he was sitting on a chair next to his bed. and he was in a lot of pain and wanted to tlay down in his bed. i watched him. it was soo hard just for him to move form huis chair to his bed. he was in pain and he was buggered.
it really broke my heart.
in other words he is slowly dying. the doctors can fix it or anything. they say he has only got like a couple of moths to live.
i don't want him to die
i love him with all of my heart. i dont want him not to be around any more. but i dont want him to be in pain either. i hate seeing people sick. i cry all the time. it is really breaking me heart.
:(:(:(
i just needed to get that off my chest.