someone tell me

[TurtleMcloud]

everyday i like to wear a smile, otherwise people around me tell me to stop being so emo. they dont understand and it hurts everytime even when my parents tell me to stop being sad, which to them is annoying. i lose friends because of dumb things i do. i dont want attention, i dont want to be noticed, i just want a friend who is like me and understands me... i only have 2 friends so far and theyre online, i lie to them and say im as happy as can be. i just want friends... everyday i try to find a way to kill myself, ive been trying to cut my veins but i just cant do it. im just depressed and ive tried so much to be happy, but what i do makes me even worse. i want to die as soon as i can...

[uglyinsideandout]

I wish I could say something to help. Maybe you can talk to an adult that can get you help? I'm sorry, I'm not very good at helping anyone, even myself.

[Amazerful]

everyday i like to wear a smile, otherwise people around me tell me to stop being so emo. they dont understand and it hurts everytime even when my parents tell me to stop being sad, which to them is annoying. i lose friends because of dumb things i do. i dont want attention, i dont want to be noticed, i just want a friend who is like me and understands me... i only have 2 friends so far and theyre online, i lie to them and say im as happy as can be. i just want friends... everyday i try to find a way to kill myself, ive been trying to cut my veins but i just cant do it. im just depressed and ive tried so much to be happy, but what i do makes me even worse. i want to die as soon as i can...

Well the first thing you should do is start being honest to your friends about how you really feel, when you tell the truth I'm sure it will at least make you feel a little bit better

[EpicTaco]

I really used to be just like you. Honestly, I'm not just saying that to make you feel better. I pretend to be happy, and I know it's painful to be lonely. This place is a great place to met people like you, however. You don't need to lie to us, or at least not to me. Feel free to add me on Skype if you're looking for help or just a friend :)