I wish I could love myself.

[BurningBlue]

I just..I feel like I feel nothing. So empty. I don't know what I want or need, and I barely feel my cuts now. Even when they're deep.

[1_21Guns]

Kayley the fact you wish you could love yourself is good, it shows you want to get better so if you want to get better take steps to get better, put the blade down, walk away from it, get rid of that you don't need it in your life (easier said than done I'm more than away but lifes a lot better without it), look in the mirror and tell yourself something you like about yourself, even if its something silly like the colour of your nails or something, start letting yourself love yourself :)