So Depressed

[*Dissident*]

The last week has been one bad thing after another. The girl I love is fucking some other guy and lies to me about it, leads me on, etc. She is so beautiful. But she isnt into me cause im not older.

In trouble at school because I wasnt aware that I was cheating on an assignment. gonna get a serious punishment.

Parents not letting me do anything. being really preachy and restrictive.

No date for an upcoming concert because no one likes me.

Feel like just getting in my car and driving off...but then i realize I have no where to go. no on likes me. only 1 real friend, but he's busy with his own girlfriend.

no girlfriend, no friends, no place to go...

all this on top of my depression is just to much. I feel so bad...so worthless...

Fat and short and I look like im 12 but im 16. no girls into me, and right now thats all i want. someone to hold. and care for and be with. Grades going downhill, getting in trouble because of accidents at school...

I really dont have anywhere to turn.

[scatman]

you might be feeling bad because that way you talk makes you feel bad, for example (I feel so bad...so worthless...) maybe if you didn't tell yourself you were worthless you wouldn't feel that way;)

[thesphinx]

I'm sorry your feeling this way, the best advice I can give you is life has its up and downs and you just have to learn to go with them hang in there :hug: