just a blog i need to get out deppressing

[Imaustinigeuss]

ok ill try not to quote katy perry to much~~~~~~ in the movies and song they talk abt instantly falling in love at the first tim they saw each others eyes and well I loved some1 but I cheated and thenj he and I broke up then I found another guy and I kind loved him and well I idk who I love or any thing and I love then both an di don't think eather one will ever take me bak an dim not the kind to get over things and a ton of words have been going threw my head their names and here r the other ones :sucide~~~ the words from sky scraper by demi~~~~ and as she told me some fear is the heart of love~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ and well im practily at the point whare im not even shure what love happieness and every thing good is any more is it just a dream that I pictured im my head~~~ sorry for the deppressin part its just how im feeling and well its tearing me apart inside and out and all I wanna do is take a razor to my arm:(





PS if its hard to read oh well just plz try and split it up and just try and all HELPFUL AND NON MEAN advide will b helpful

[southernguy]

I know that this can be hard, but try this.

Sit down by yourself somewhere quiet. Just think about your life. Ignore everything that is happening right now with the other guys and remember that this crisis you're having right now is just a small blip in relation to your entire life. Suicide, self-harm, etc. are all permanent solutions to a temporary problem. You can get through this.