Nobody knows...

[Sir Suomi]

Nobody knows how I really am. All they see is that guy who jokes around all the time, who never takes anything seriously. Who always has that grin on his face, and is always trying to make people be happy. They see someone who's mentally strong, someone who you can always rely on... But on the inside, I'm not. I'm just a lonely, depressed kid, who's only enjoyment in life really is just trying to make people happy, even at the expense of my own happiness... I'm not strong. I'm weak. I'll cry into my pillow at night, or just try to shut everything down with alcohol... I just don't know what to do. Every day, that feeling in my chest, that sad black hole, keeps churning inside me. It's getting stronger. Nobody knows I've tried to take my own life. Nobody even knows the real me...

[The-Chosen-Hero]

Why not open up to a few people then? And you are strong. Here you are making other people days better,not your own. Here you are not bullying to pick yourself up. Here you are alive on this earth still fighting. So keep on fighting. Times are hard but even harder when you bring yourself down. Keep on trying and fill that empty hole of yours. Trust and believe in yourself.

[conniption]

I completely agree with what Alejandro said, the fact that your strong enough to make others feel better when you yourself aren't feeling all that great shows just how strong you are. Maybe nobody knows you because you're not showing them the real you.

[Yugen]

Almost nobody truly knows me either, not even my parents. The only person who does is my old school counselor.