Im a transgender

[momo....]

I lived in Tokyo,japan , My mom and Dad knew im a trans but they dont want me to Take the hormone pills , They said it can cause cancer and diseases . but i wanna take it so badly. my mom said its enough that im living as a girl in school and at home. My friends knew im a trans and some of my Classmates i never live to anyone as girl. my friends says i dont need hormones cause i already look like a girl my body and face, but im only 16 who knows if i would grow such a hair like a bair or having a big adams apple and have huge and mascular body, im really prostrated right now dont know what to do,, i always think in a positive way that i dont need a hormone cause i do look like a girl (you can see my prof pic your the one to judge).But whenever i think of grown mens look like im prostrated,stress and hopeless.some of you guys know how i feel and some of you dont. i need help :)

[Lovelife090994]

Wait, may I ask what you are asking?

[Annonymous1997]

confused? are you Male bodied or female bodied?

[Camazotz]

OP is male-bodied and fears that she will one day grow into a stereotypical man (hairy/muscular) without hormone pills.

I don't have a lot of experience with transgenders or the hormone pills, so I couldn't really give any useful advice concerning the side effects of the pills. Since you're 16, your body can still mature, but I think you would look more muscular/hairy by now if you were going to look that way in the future; your dad is the best indicator of what you might look like.

[momo....]

:)confused? are you Male bodied or female bodied?

Im male bodied ☆

[Lovelife090994]

:)

Im male bodied ☆

Wait now I'm confused. I thought you were transgendered?

[nice]

Wait now I'm confused. I thought you were transgendered?

She was born a male but is a mtf and she's worried that she might get a male body if she doesn't take hormonal pills

[momo....]

She was born a male but is a mtf and she's worried that she might get a male body if she doesn't take hormonal pills

Thank you for clearing it up(^-^)

[Lovelife090994]

Make no mistake if you are to be hairy and manly then you will be. I used to feel transgender too and times still do but in the end you can only change the physical of anything. If it worries you that much, I have gotten hairy myself (kinda), I may be a guy but I hate body hair. I wish you well but no, hormones and body hair are not always connected. Some women are hairy, sorry but true.

[momo....]

Make no mistake if you are to be hairy and manly then you will be. I used to feel transgender too and times still do but in the end you can only change the physical of anything. If it worries you that much, I have gotten hairy myself (kinda), I may be a guy but I hate body hair. I wish you well but no, hormones and body hair are not always connected. Some women are hairy, sorry but true.

Thank you ☆～
But im not worried about hair,Im afraid to be mascular (T-T)
And my anxiety are getting on me cant sleep every night bcause of it,there was a point i want to make it all over .like suicidal thoughts

[Barneytinsen]

What if you always wanted to be a man you just didnt find it in your heart yet?

[Annonymous1997]

Thank you ☆～
But im not worried about hair,Im afraid to be mascular (T-T)
And my anxiety are getting on me cant sleep every night bcause of it,there was a point i want to make it all over .like suicidal thoughtswell if you're 16 and don't have a very masculine body then i don't think you will have a masculine body in the future, you might have broad shoulders and some muscle mass but maybe not to the extreme like some people.
when you're 18 you should be able to make your own decision anyways so i wouldn't be too worried

[momo....]

well if you're 16 and don't have a very masculine body then i don't think you will have a masculine body in the future, you might have broad shoulders and some muscle mass but maybe not to the extreme like some people.
when you're 18 you should be able to make your own decision anyways so i wouldn't be too worried

thank you :)

[momo....]

What if you always wanted to be a man you just didnt find it in your heart yet?

I gues it will never happened, When i was a child i force myself to act like a boy until 3rd year middle high, but it never succeed.
I guest i choose my Heart than my Mind.

[Lovelife090994]

I gues it will never happened, When i was a child i force myself to act like a boy until 3rd year middle high, but it never succeed.
I guest i choose my Heart than my Mind.

That sounds like me now, but I got over it, I couldn't picture myself with long hair, boobs, and a vagina, so no, I may not like being a male all the time but I don't think I'd want to change. I wish you well. I'm not too masculine bodied or masculine as is which isn't exactly helping either.

[Annonymous1997]

thank you :) no problem :)

[Moondust]

Sometimes I see people and I can't tell whether it's a boy or girl. Then I remind myself that it doesn't matter, that I would only change he to she if it was a girl or she to he if it was a boy.
I'm still getting used to gender equality, since for the longest time my mom has been telling me that girls should be treated different and act different. But it's really the choice of the individual what they will act like or dress like. Just do what makes you feel comfortable, try making little changes here and there about your routine and dressing and such, and see the effect. Just remember that pretty soon people will finally stop worrying so much about a person's gender, because all in all it's about the person, not they're body and hormone structure. I think most of these stereotypes have driven from social media and life, because of how girls and guys have been put into specific roles for no reason. Well, how do these roles benefit the world? We need more people who can be themselves rather then fill in a gender role.
Sorry for rambling, just do what YOU feel comfortable with and if anyone has a problem with it, then it's their own problem, not yours.

[momo....]

tnks but your band now :(