I'm done

[jayyy-lmao]

I'm done with all this bullshit that is my life.
I don't get one with my parents and I hate having to live with them. I only have one friend left who helps me through, and he just started ignoring me on Facebook, and I EFFING LIKE HIM. Also, his girlfriend hates me because I told him her secret, which I realise was a mistake and I apologized for but now she's a cold hearted bitch to me even though they're still together.
My one friend came out as bi to me last night and I'm proud of him but he told a few other people, who also know I'm bi, and they gave him more support! Like, I did it first, I paved the effing way, but he gets more support than me. I'm a useless human being who does nothing but feel sad and love the wrong people. I'm never going to get through this and I'm never going to amount to anything. I'm ugly, and no one would ever date me. I'm fat and I have been for years, I know I can change, but I keep having to stop because it turns into an eating disorder. I want to die so much, and I want to cut, but I can't bring myself todo it because I'm a coward. I don't know what to do. I just want someone to help me so bad. I'm lost and I can't find my way and I need someone to show me.

I'm sorry for wasting your time, guys. I am.

[uglyinsideandout]

I don't think you're ugly you look really nice to me. I'm sorry you're feeling down and no one responded to your post before now. I wish it was someone better than me that responded.

[Plasma]

No, youre not useless. It's just a tough time in your life. You'll get through it, trust me. I was born living in a trailer and my dirtbag dad left when i was really little. This went on until I was 8, and now i have a stepdad who seemingly hates me. But I got through my sad years and im fine now. You'll make it. Just dont give up. :)

[Surreal]

I'm a useless human being
I'm never going to get through this and I'm never going to amount to anything.
I'm ugly, and no one would ever date me. I'm fat and I have been for years, I know I can change

I'm a wonderful human being
I'm [-]never[/-] going to get through this and I'm [-]never[/-] going to amount to something.
I'm beautiful, and I will find someone who loves me. I'm beautiful just the way I am, I don't have to change

Keep your chin up and stay positive!

[Christian C]

jojo1189,

It doesn't make you a coward at all for being afraid to cut yourself. It just means that you are being stronger than some others that have been having difficulties in there life and feel that it is all that they can do. If you'd like to ever talk to you problems directly to someone you can always send me a PM and I'll gladly listen and try to give the best advice that I can to you!

~Christian.

[Fanta_Lover44]

Hey,
no-one is useless, we are all unique in our special ways, for me it took me years to see that, you are stronger then feeling the urge to cut and you feel like dying. Don't do it. We're so young and we are at the time where we can make change to help us later in life. It's hard yes I know, but you just got to hang on in there. I'm here if you need the chat.

[Yugen]

You didn't waste my time. You're not useless either. x