I Just Need To Tell Someone

[Yugen]

Okay, so, a few times when I was a kid, someone touched me. It wasn't all of the time or anything, but for a while it got pretty frequent. It was this other girl who was only a few months older than me, but knew a lot more about everything. She had hit puberty was before me. It scared me a lot, honestly. I've never ever told anyone. But lately I keep remembering it... she would touch be down there and feel me up and I can't shake it out of my mind. Even to this day I feel gross about it. But even if I told someone about it, they never would have listened because she was just a kid too. It wasn't because she was curious or anything. I know she did it because she found enjoyment in it. Because she didn't mind making me feel uncomfortable. But hey, kids get off scott-free. They're all "innocent".

[uglyinsideandout]

We're all innocent until we're not anymore. I'm sorry this happened to you and hope you can find peace with it someday.

[Manga]

I had something very similar happen to me, but I don't find myself gross. I don't know why you would find yourself gross after what someone else did to you. It wasn't your fault after all, so you should try to not let it affect you.

[uglyinsideandout]

I had something very similar happen to me, but I don't find myself gross. I don't know why you would find yourself gross after what someone else did to you. It wasn't your fault after all, so you should try to not let it affect you.

I guess it effects everyone different. I feel incredibly disgusted with myself and wish I could just die. Maybe count yourself as lucky or maybe you're just stronger, I don't know but the feeling is very real and saying you shouldn't feel that way doesn't do anything to change that.

[Moondust]

I would have beaten her up. True story. Because even a kid should know better.
I'm sorry you have to put up with these kind of people. Believe, they're not all so stupid.
Always defend yourself from people like that. NOBODY has ANY right to touch you when you don't want them to.
I actually had a nightmare the other night another girl was touching me in weird places against my will and I couldn't do anything. Thankfully I woke up -_-

[uglyinsideandout]

Always defend yourself from people like that.

Easy to say not always so easy to do. Nice thought though.

[jayyy-lmao]

I would have beaten her up. True story. Because even a kid should know better.
I'm sorry you have to put up with these kind of people. Believe, they're not all so stupid.
Always defend yourself from people like that. NOBODY has ANY right to touch you when you don't want them to.


Preach, bro. This is right. Always try and defend yourself. And evyone should know better. Even kids.

[Yugen]

Thanks guys. :) I wasn't expecting such support. Maybe one day I'll be able to get past it. I know one things for sure though, I'll never let it happen again.

[Maria72k]

that sucks

[Obsidian]

I'm sorry that happened to you :/ It's gotta suck having to remember something like that. But you shouldn't feel negatively about yourself because of it, it wasn't your fault and it's not like you chose for it to happen. Hopefully one day it doesn't bother you as much anymore. Maybe finally telling people, even if it's just online, will help you get past it too. I think a lot of people have had similar experiences so you're not alone in how you feel. I'm sure it will end up getting easier to deal with :)

[Happyguy1]

I'm sorry that happened to you :/ It's gotta suck having to remember something like that. But you shouldn't feel negatively about yourself because of it, it wasn't your fault and it's not like you chose for it to happen. Hopefully one day it doesn't bother you as much anymore. Maybe finally telling people, even if it's just online, will help you get past it too. I think a lot of people have had similar experiences so you're not alone in how you feel. I'm sure it will end up getting easier to deal with :)

I totally agree with Amanda here and hope one day you can talk to maybe a professional about this trauma that's bothering you

[Emily15_xoxo]

hope you feel better soon