KarkatLuv
July 25th, 2013, 08:46 AM
My thoughts are shattered, broken
The past a distant shadow
Always in arms length yet
Always unattainable
My name is a puzzle
The solution so obvious
Yet so obscure
My childhood is a novel with no Author
Words fleet the page as time passes.
My mothers face is so clear in my mind
Yet I know nothing of her.
My father is a corpse
Never moving, never making a sound.
My brother an old teddy bear, void of love and beginning to mould.
My sister is a joy stolen by god.
I was left with a corpse of a father and a lifeless little brother
All alone, secluded from life
Secluded from love.
The stench of rotten food fills the cupboards
The stench of curdled milk fills the fridge.
Lifeless bodies fill the beds.
Alone and secluded from the outside world
I feast on crusty bread to stay alive
Never giving up the hope that a miracle will happen
God will reunite me with my sister, my family
I am God’s child so he shall save me
Won’t you God?
God?
I am forgotten, kept away from life
Kept away from all things that bring joy
left with a corpse of a man and a lifeless little boy
And soon it will be my turn to go.
My memories have faded
My name has been lost
My past is as real as ghost
Never seen or remembered yet always felt.
I have been left to die in this place
To rot with the bodies of others
Never to live a joyful life
Only a life of pain and sorrow.
The gates to heaven have closed on me
I am damned to hell for all eternity
For a crime I don’t remember committing
Because things like this don’t happen for no reason.
This had to have been my fault.
I had to have done something deserving of this punishment.
God only damns the truly evil
I am a lifeless body
No name
No face
I have no story to be told
I have no past to be shared
I am no one
My story was stolen by the vile monster named life
Memories eaten away by the vultures of time
I am no longer human
I am no one.
The past a distant shadow
Always in arms length yet
Always unattainable
My name is a puzzle
The solution so obvious
Yet so obscure
My childhood is a novel with no Author
Words fleet the page as time passes.
My mothers face is so clear in my mind
Yet I know nothing of her.
My father is a corpse
Never moving, never making a sound.
My brother an old teddy bear, void of love and beginning to mould.
My sister is a joy stolen by god.
I was left with a corpse of a father and a lifeless little brother
All alone, secluded from life
Secluded from love.
The stench of rotten food fills the cupboards
The stench of curdled milk fills the fridge.
Lifeless bodies fill the beds.
Alone and secluded from the outside world
I feast on crusty bread to stay alive
Never giving up the hope that a miracle will happen
God will reunite me with my sister, my family
I am God’s child so he shall save me
Won’t you God?
God?
I am forgotten, kept away from life
Kept away from all things that bring joy
left with a corpse of a man and a lifeless little boy
And soon it will be my turn to go.
My memories have faded
My name has been lost
My past is as real as ghost
Never seen or remembered yet always felt.
I have been left to die in this place
To rot with the bodies of others
Never to live a joyful life
Only a life of pain and sorrow.
The gates to heaven have closed on me
I am damned to hell for all eternity
For a crime I don’t remember committing
Because things like this don’t happen for no reason.
This had to have been my fault.
I had to have done something deserving of this punishment.
God only damns the truly evil
I am a lifeless body
No name
No face
I have no story to be told
I have no past to be shared
I am no one
My story was stolen by the vile monster named life
Memories eaten away by the vultures of time
I am no longer human
I am no one.