Hermes96
July 23rd, 2013, 04:40 PM
So a bit of back ground . My friend and i are both bi but he like girls more than guys and i like guys more than girls. we both found out that we liked each other by a medaling friend who shipped us at we tryed dating once but he decided it was best to stay mates. We didn't do anything but cuddle. around christmas time when ever were alone or among friends he's sneak up behind me and wrap his arms around my waist and rest his chin on my sholder and tbh its about the only time at school iv'e ever felt safe. after that he'd do it at lunch break between classes and the best time was just before my big maths exam when i was all nervious he snuck up behind me and whispered into my ear as he wrapped his arms around me telling me i'd do fine. also he'd always come up with these obsienly cute nicknames for me when we texted
about 1 month ago my parents were in London for the night so he came over to spend the night. we hung out and watched doctor who in till about 10 when he took off his top and sat back next to me and smiled giving me a playful wink. later we go into the garden and have a long chat about previous relationships and shit when i get up the next morning he tells me he's Going to make breakfast so he and i pop to the shop and he spends about an hour in my kitchen topless cooking a full English. every time i'd try and get up to help he'd slap my hand away ans tell me off playfully. When he's finished he plated it up and we sat chatting whist i'd had the best breakfast ever.
He has this ex girl friend and there sort of used to be FWB's. recently he's been getting closer to me a few weeks ago we were hanging with his ex and another friend Alex down by the cancel near my village when suddley he came up to me and said if i kissed his ex he's kiss me. So i did and it was ok with his ex but then he came along and kissed me and it was amazing after that Alex gave him a wierd look as if to say wtf ( it turn out he didn't know i was bi/gay ) so for the rest of the day my my friend acted all macho. from then we stayed mates for another few weeks and i shrugged it off as a casual dare. that was the day i first kissed a guy or a girl.
but yesterday i was at his house (it was his ex's birthday so we were meeting up and gona go out together) He ansered in his dressing gown and boxers and invited me in. we went into his room and it was obviouse he and his ex had be having a bit of fun . as the day progressed we went into town and he got a bunch of food and he cooked lunch. as i washed up he went into the lounge to tidy. after i'd finished i was blocking the door way for him to get in so instead of pushing me or asking me to move he slips his arms around my waist and nuzles my neck with his nose and when i turn he pulls me in and kiss's me (longer than my first kiss with him and like the fist kiss i stood there like a plank with my brain having shut down compleatly) then unlike the first time he pulled off and smiled and went around finishing his chores. then latter when we were up in his room and we were about to leave he pulled me in and we kissed again but this time i managed to lean in and kiss back.
on thursday we go to london together for the first time when i tried to tell him i'd by lunch and tea he stood and told me that he was going to buy in not me..
what should i do does he like me as a mate or more than that even when we were going out we weren't this close i want to talk to him but i'm not sure how he feels am i a friend a boyfriend a experiment ????????
if you need any more info ask and i'll tell you anytihng i can please i realy need to know i havent sleept since around 5 am yesterday morning GMT
about 1 month ago my parents were in London for the night so he came over to spend the night. we hung out and watched doctor who in till about 10 when he took off his top and sat back next to me and smiled giving me a playful wink. later we go into the garden and have a long chat about previous relationships and shit when i get up the next morning he tells me he's Going to make breakfast so he and i pop to the shop and he spends about an hour in my kitchen topless cooking a full English. every time i'd try and get up to help he'd slap my hand away ans tell me off playfully. When he's finished he plated it up and we sat chatting whist i'd had the best breakfast ever.
He has this ex girl friend and there sort of used to be FWB's. recently he's been getting closer to me a few weeks ago we were hanging with his ex and another friend Alex down by the cancel near my village when suddley he came up to me and said if i kissed his ex he's kiss me. So i did and it was ok with his ex but then he came along and kissed me and it was amazing after that Alex gave him a wierd look as if to say wtf ( it turn out he didn't know i was bi/gay ) so for the rest of the day my my friend acted all macho. from then we stayed mates for another few weeks and i shrugged it off as a casual dare. that was the day i first kissed a guy or a girl.
but yesterday i was at his house (it was his ex's birthday so we were meeting up and gona go out together) He ansered in his dressing gown and boxers and invited me in. we went into his room and it was obviouse he and his ex had be having a bit of fun . as the day progressed we went into town and he got a bunch of food and he cooked lunch. as i washed up he went into the lounge to tidy. after i'd finished i was blocking the door way for him to get in so instead of pushing me or asking me to move he slips his arms around my waist and nuzles my neck with his nose and when i turn he pulls me in and kiss's me (longer than my first kiss with him and like the fist kiss i stood there like a plank with my brain having shut down compleatly) then unlike the first time he pulled off and smiled and went around finishing his chores. then latter when we were up in his room and we were about to leave he pulled me in and we kissed again but this time i managed to lean in and kiss back.
on thursday we go to london together for the first time when i tried to tell him i'd by lunch and tea he stood and told me that he was going to buy in not me..
what should i do does he like me as a mate or more than that even when we were going out we weren't this close i want to talk to him but i'm not sure how he feels am i a friend a boyfriend a experiment ????????
if you need any more info ask and i'll tell you anytihng i can please i realy need to know i havent sleept since around 5 am yesterday morning GMT