elliemay
July 22nd, 2013, 08:03 PM
Sook this si the first time I have talked about this but when I was 10 I would stay with my Gran a lot as mum and dad argued all the time. She lived alone and was very kind to me and I liked being there as she felt safe. She lived alone in a lonely place and had a tiny house. Each night we would have the best suppers ever and after she would help with homework or we would play games until bed time. I would bring my nightie down and put it by the fire to warm up and Gran had an old wash bowl she used to wash me. I would get naked by the fire and Gran would wash me with her soapy hands which always felt nice. She washed me all over and I realised she spent ages on my bum but it felt nice, next she would soap her hand and wash my girls spot as she called it saying it must be clean. I would feel her soapy fingers on my vagina, not penetrating but up between my lips and over a really tickly spot I now know is my clit. I remember Grans fingers working on my girls spot until I felt a warm glow in my tummy and my legs would go funny. After she would rub talc in my panties and then rub the talc in me through my underwear until I had another feeling. Nan died when I was 12 but I masturbated every night through my underwear thinking of her. I now know it was abuse but it felt wonderful.