Need sum 1 to talk 2

[Star_boi]

I started of doin litle cuts and was ok i had it under control but now its spiraled down i cant stop i cut more i cut deeper im depressed and feel suicidal im so lonley a pathetic excuse 4 a human and please dont tel me i need help cuz its 2 hard to get also every time i stop it hapens worse like last month i was carving words on my arm im so numb :,(

[thesphinx]

Whats wrong? you can talk to me anytime I'm always here.

[Star_boi]

I dont know who i am anymore im just lonley people think im happy at colege wel im not im screaming inside it hurts bad

[dodgeman09]

you can talk to me too i understand what you are going through

[Sapphire]

We are all here for you *sends you big warm hugs*
I know what its like to feel numb and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.

What is going on for you? x

[Star_boi]

I been bullied at school constantly i was the quiet one no one noticed then i started colege and i had pics of me stuck up i have friends but i jus feel left out and i deprèssed i know im pathetic how do i get help i need to stop i cant do it on my own

[thesphinx]

This is a good first step that you realize that you need help, counseling can do wonders it gets your feelings out and after awhile will lead you to the root of the problem and we really can't do that over the internet, but like I said before we're here for you :hug: hang in there.

[Star_boi]

Thanks 4 all the help nice 2 know ur all here 4 me :)

[dodgeman09]

what helped me the most was talking to some one because not talking wont get you any where i rember that people that bully hate i when you pay no attion to them and will soon get bord and not mess with you.

[byee]

yeah, add my voice here. There are some really great people here for you!

If you're in college, might I suggest you going to the counselling center? You can get some support and some help there, they can help you sort out some things.

Also, if you've been tormented as a high schooler it can be really traumatic, and that trauma can follow you into college. But, college is really different than HS, the social 'rules' really change, things are different. Give it some time, try to experience it differently.

[Star_boi]

I feel so low I need 2 cut its the only life i have i deserve this im on the edge i cant take this it isnt worth it

[trn19]

You DON'T deserve this. PLEASE, GET HELP. Yes, it is hard at first, but you'll see it will be worth it. We can't do much, the only one that can really help you now is a therapist. You just have to be a little brave and get an appointment. After that things will get better and easier. Please, try to stay strong.

[dodgeman09]

first you need to put that kind of thanking behind you. thank postive! you are the only person that can change yourself. rember that. be the person you want to be not what people pressure you to be. be you!

[Star_boi]

Its hard 2 see a therapist i cant they wil tel my parents y am i so fucked up

[dodgeman09]

dont worry about that you need to help yourself your parents will understand

[thesphinx]

Whatever you do at this moment even if you don't go to a counselors don't cut, you and I both know thats not going to get you anywhere so take a deep breath and please don't cut you can think about treatment later just focus on not cutting right now.

[byee]

Its hard 2 see a therapist i cant they wil tel my parents y am i so fucked up

You need to just go and get help. You have to trust that whoever you speak to will handle this situation in the best way for you. Don't think too much about it, call and make the appt.

[Star_boi]

Omg i didnt realise how hard this would be im geting worse i cant sleep im scared im gonna get sent to a institution i cant bring myself 2 tel sum 1 im 2 scared im so stupid :(

[dushanbe4]

Dude, seriously just PM me, but incase you don't: Just realise that it won't help. Would you rob a bank? Do hard drugs? No, because it's stupid and just slowly kills you. Cutting is teh same thing.
P.S: An idea would be to wear a rubber band around your wrist, and if you ever feel the need to cut just wack your wrist with it a couple times. I know some people who cut and it works for them. Try it!
P.S.S: Good Luck! We believe in you!

[Star_boi]

Im goin to tel my friend before i get out of hand then il take it from there thanxs 4 the help guys

[Star_boi]

Im goin to tel my friend before i get out of hand then il take it from there thanxs 4 the help guys

[Star_boi]

Wel i didnt tell my friends but my tutor saw the cuts and has got me 2 see a counsellor so im geting help