Two Deaths

[ItsDarien]

Okay so, I've been gone offline for a while now, I wish it was for different reasons but, on June 8th, 2013, my mother drowned in a boating accident, I was depressed for a nice while, but then 5 days after my mother drowned, my best friend shot himself. After a few days I got heavily depressed, I started to cut very badly, one time I made my arm completely numb for about an hour, I tried to commit suicide on June 29th, 2013. I felt as if I was worth nothing to everybody. But a few days after my suicide attempt, one of my best friends turned into my girlfriend, she knows me better than anyone, she knows what I'm going through, she has helped me through everything, I love her with my whole heart, and always will.

[The-Chosen-Hero]

To lose love ones is truly tragic. My deepest condolences for you and your family. I am sorry you had to go through this at such a young age as well. But never stop fighting man. Keep going. I am glad that your girlfriend is helping you through this. I wish for your well being

[Castle of Glass]

I am sorry. To lose two important people so early. I want to recommend you something, The Butterfly Project. http://butterfly-project.tumblr.com/ When ever you have the urge to cut, harm yourself, or do the unthinkable, draw a butterfly where you cut, and write the name of someone you care. If you cut, the butterfly(and person) die. it has to fade naturally. nor scrubbing, or it dies. message me if you want to talk :hug:

[numbness]

I know what it feels like to loose somebody close to you,I lost my dad. I cannot begin to comprehend what it must be like to loose to people . I am new here so we have never spoken but you've been inspiring in the fact that your still here and it sounds like things are getting better for you. I really hope they do

[Fanta_Lover44]

I can't imagine what you went through...... I hope the relationship works out just fine and you can be happy with each other.

[Yugen]

I am so sorry. :(

[brooklynchic]

I'm so sorry for your losses. I can't imagine how these tragic events are hurting you. But you know one day we won't have to worry about death or any type of pain anymore. I'm not sure if you're a bible reader but a scripture that helped me whn one of my classmates passed away recently was from Revelation 21:4 "And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes and death will be no more. Neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away." I hope this helped and again I'm really sorry for your losses