Alone

[Littlemissunderstood]

I'm always doing something wrong
I always just smile and walk away
As hard as I try I'm always the one that people don;t like or want to be around, I;m pissing people off left and right.
I don't like this empty feeling.
Because I smile even if someone does something people think I'm just an item to take everything out on, just something that they can hate and take advantage of. I don't want to be used anymore.
I don't want to smile but I have to. I don;t know I just do. I hate this and I don't want it anymore, I don't want to be alone anymore.

[angryhalfdemon]

:( you're never alone.. there's always someone else out there who will empathize with you. Just remember that every time you feel lonely or sad. Someone always cares.

what sorts of things are people doing to take advantage of you?

[thesphinx]

Sadly this tends to happen when your a teen a lot of it has to do with being immature and not being able to deal with there own problems without taking it out on someone.

You just have to stick in there realize that its not your problem its there problem, your teens can be a hard time of life and eventually you will find people who understand you and are like you, but it can take time so hang in there.